I wanted to get better until you ghosted me. then that really hurt and I just didn't care anymore

you said you were a corrections officer

yeah you're still a violent cop at heart

You know this is not true. I was devastated because you were telling me you loved me and you wanted to have sex not even a week or 2 before I visited. Then you told me it was lie. I apologized so much and when you promised me we'd still be friends, patch things, and talk you decided you'd ghost me.