Compleletly understandable honestly. Look after yourself as best you can, and rest well. Hope things improve quickly for you 🤗

Secondly, you might be able to find low cost, to no cost local clinics here; needymeds.org/free-clinics...

Neither of these links may be helpful or usefull to you at all. But, I always feel its important to share information that might help people in some way. These websites fit that bill for me ^^

I hope the next month or so goes well for you. Never easy to be mangaing a condition.

I have no idea if this is any use to you, or will help you at in future but knowledge is still good to share.
If your meds are on this list you might be able to get them much cheaper here rxoutreach.org

needymeds.org/search-progr...

Give this site a try. It finds free/low cost/sliding scale, medical clinics in your local area. Might find one that would give you the vaccine for free or low cost, hopefully.

It may not help, but its a useful resources to have in any case.

This might help you find low cost or no cost local medical clinics as well, hopefully at least.

www.needymeds.org/search-progr...

I am very sorry to hear of your situation. While I am unsure if it will help with your current situation this might help a bit with medication going forward at least. Hopefully at least. As if your medications are on this list, should be able to get them cheaper here.

rxoutreach.org/find-your-me...

Is it connected directly to the computer? Or a hub, like into a monitor then to pc. Mine used to break randomly or audio quality would cut out or have issues if not directly plugged into the PC without any extra links between. Might not be same issue you have though

Snow Leopard :3

You will get him next year. I am sure of it! :3

It is can be hard. But you are doing amazing. All you can do is your best. I think, the brain will always fixate a bit when we leave our shifts, what we did, what we missed, and what will happen. Shows you care about what you do, hopefully with time your brain will be kinder to you post shift ^_^

Thank you so much! :D

There is an option in settings that helps protect against constant bad rolls while still keeping them mostly random. Or your could save before key encounters and if it goes wrong way, load back (wouldnt recommend doing this too regurally but its a good option to cushion these events at key times)

Get those feelings out to those that care for you and seek professional help and support. You won't always feel this way, this too shall pass. You are doing amazing given everything going on. Be kind to yourself, you are doing your best.

No matter how hard things seem right now, I promise you, things will get better. We are always our own worst critics and are so hard on ourselves. If you are feeling like this at the moment, that is ok, to feel like that. You have had a lot going on. Reach out to those you have around for support.

Would happily join! With Strawberry Daiquiris in hand! ^~^

Ack 😳 hehe. Thanks Zion! It was defo as bad as I thought it would be xD But I am so happy to have your support ^^

I still love that my face is on your blanket ^^