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kookysnell.bsky.social
mori (goal: $348.15/$1,000)
@kookysnell.bsky.social
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25, they/them - hEDS, very severe ME/CFS, MCAS, POTS, all manner of brain things.

send me cats and birds. not in the same box, though.

I practice COVID-safe values.

if you don't believe in mutual aid, don't follow me.

https://linktr.ee/moriende
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kookysnell.bsky.social
my UN-SERIES zine texts on life with very severe ME/CFS are live. I'm bedridden & didn't meet my Oct goal. now need Nov's $500 for basics. if my writing resonates, please help.

read: moriende.com/category/the-un-series/

support: ko-fi.com/moriende

paypal: paypal.me/belzomalsh

CA/ven: kookysnell
a dark wooden table against a white(?) wall with various household and medical supplies neatly arranged on top. items include a box of disposable gloves, a black KN95 face mask resting on top, bottles of medication and supplements, two small cartons of very high calorie Boost nutritional drink, a COVID-19 antigen home test kit, a large white container of Soylent, and several other medicine bottles and ointments. there are also packs of wipes, a zebra-patterned bear, a folded green mat, a reacher-grabber tool, a white plastic bag over a bedpan, and a tray containing numerous small packets. the floor beneath the table is dark wood, and the room lighting is warm and yellow-toned. (made by @chronicallyfab.bsky.social) a graphic with a gradient blue-to-orange background titled "Mutual Aid Request." it describes Moriende (me) as severely disabled and bedridden with ME/CFS, receiving no physical or financial support. the text requests urgent donations for medication and essentials, encouraging people to contribute with the note "For Mori," sign up for monthly donations via Ko-fi, and share the image. listed payment handles are: CashApp: $kookysnell Venmo: @kookysnell PayPal: paypal.me/belzomalsh ko-fi: ko-fi.com/moriende a circular image of a simple, smiling cartoon cat face appears in the bottom right corner. a webpage titled "THE UN-SERIES." four blue boxes are displayed in a grid. top left box: header: "THE UN-SERIES." title: "UNBELIEVED (zine text 3)" byline: "kookysnell / September 13, 2025." text: "a documentation of harm. a refusal to disappear. I am so very tired. I don't want to have to fight […]" top middle box: header: "THE UN-SERIES." title: "UNSUPPORTED (zine text 2)" byline: "kookysnell / September 13, 2025." text: "I'd do anything to be able to move through the day like it's nothing. I miss choosing what to do [...]" top right box: header: "THE UN-SERIES." title: "KEY TERMS FOR THE UN-SERIES" byline: "kookysnell / September 11, 2025." text: "this page explains the terms and abbreviations used throughout the UN-SERIES. it's here so you can follow along without getting [...]" bottom left box: header: "THE UN-SERIES." title: "UNSEEN (zine text 1)" byline: "kookysnell / September 11, 2025." text: "it's 2025. I'm still masking. I'm still tracking surges that I worry will never end. I'm bedridden with long COVID, which for me has meant MCAS, POTS, and ME/CFS, and people are out there choosing [...]"
November 2, 2025 at 6:44 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
this was me during my MCAS flare-up earlier.

#NEISvoid
a meme showing three edited tweets from the same user (@dawgpleasee), each posted hours apart. the first tweet says, "save me allegra," the second just says "allegra," and the most recent one says "allegra save me.." the repetition and phrasing make it look like the person is dramatically calling out for help from Allegra, the antihistamine.
October 30, 2025 at 11:45 AM
kookysnell.bsky.social
hi, these sleep aid tablets and Famotidine were bought thanks to your donations!

I buy OTC items in bulk when I can. it's cheaper and means I don't have to worry about running out for a long while.

help someone with ME/CFS!

CA/Ven: kookysnell
ko-fi.com/moriende
paypal.me/belzomalsh
two bottles of over-the-counter medication placed side by side on a wooden surface. on the left is a white bottle labeled "curist Acid Relief Maximum Strength OTC," containing 300 Famotidine tablets (20 mg). on the right is a white bottle labeled "Wellmate Sleep Aid Tablets," containing 200 Diphenhydramine Succinate tablets (25 mg), a nighttime sleep aid. (made by @chronicallyfab.bsky.social) a graphic with a gradient blue-to-orange background titled "Mutual Aid Request." it describes Moriende (me) as severely disabled and bedridden with ME/CFS, receiving no physical or financial support. the text requests urgent donations for medication and essentials, encouraging people to contribute with the note “For Mori,” sign up for monthly donations via Ko-fi, and share the image. listed payment handles are: CashApp: $kookysnell Venmo: @kookysnell PayPal: paypal.me/belzomalsh ko-fi: ko-fi.com/moriende a circular image of a simple, smiling cartoon cat face appears in the bottom right corner. a dark wooden table against a white(?) wall with various household and medical supplies neatly arranged on top. items include a box of disposable gloves, a black KN95 face mask resting on top, bottles of medication and supplements, two small cartons of very high calorie Boost nutritional drink, a COVID-19 antigen home test kit, a large white container of Soylent, and several other medicine bottles and ointments. there are also packs of wipes, a zebra-patterned bear, a folded green mat, a reacher-grabber tool, a white plastic bag over a bedpan, and a tray containing numerous small packets. the floor beneath the table is dark wood, and the room lighting is warm and yellow-toned.
October 29, 2025 at 11:02 AM
kookysnell.bsky.social
anyway...

it Daphne
a close-up photo of fluffy Daphne's face, focusing on her pink nose, mouth, and green eyes. her fur is white and brown with a little black, and her whiskers are visible. the image is slightly out of focus. it has a soft, playful look.
October 28, 2025 at 8:55 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
hi, I'm still trying to meet my current goal. I wanted to show the last thing I used my donations for.

with very severe ME/CFS, I rely on a mostly liquid diet to meet my caloric needs. these have been the most efficient option for me.

CA/Ven: kookysnell ko-fi.com/moriende
paypal.me/belzomalsh
open cardboard boxes containing two rows of Boost Very High Calorie nutritional drink bottles. the top row is chocolate flavor, and the bottom row is creamy strawberry flavor.
October 24, 2025 at 7:47 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
here's a dragon fruit for engagement.
a close-up of a ripe dragon fruit (pitaya) with vibrant pink skin and green-tipped scales, held in mori's hand over a dark kitchen countertop.
October 23, 2025 at 11:23 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
This is my Body
mori's hand is holding an 8-fl oz (237 mL) carton of Boost Very High Calorie nutritional drink in the Creamy strawberry flavor. the front of the carton highlights "530 calories," "22 g protein," "26 vitamins & minerals," and "No artificial flavors, colors & sweeteners."
October 14, 2025 at 5:36 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
I can't tell if this dude in WhatsApp is saluting or sick of everyone's shit
saluting face emoji... a yellow face with eyes open, mouth neutral, and one hand raised to the forehead in a salute gesture.
October 14, 2025 at 2:40 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
a white pigeon named Stratus (Nimbus when he's angry), who was rescued after being attacked by a hawk, standing on damp soil near moss-covered rocks and a wooden fence.
October 9, 2025 at 2:00 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
hi, I finally got a new picture for my ask!

these are a good number of the necessities that I use. they are made possible by people on Bsky!

I'm bedridden with very severe ME/CFS and reliant on direct support.

anything helps.

CA/Ven: kookysnell ko-fi.com/moriende
paypal.me/belzomalsh
a dark wooden table against a white(?) wall with various household and medical supplies neatly arranged on top. items include a box of disposable gloves, a black KN95 face mask resting on top, bottles of medication and supplements, two small cartons of very high calorie Boost nutritional drink, a COVID-19 antigen home test kit, a large white container of Soylent, and several other medicine bottles and ointments. there are also packs of wipes, a zebra-patterned bear, a folded green mat, a reacher-grabber tool, a white plastic bag over a bedpan, and a tray containing numerous small packets. the floor beneath the table is dark wood, and the room lighting is warm and yellow-toned. (made by @chronicallyfab.bsky.social) a graphic with a gradient blue-to-orange background titled "Mutual Aid Request." it describes Moriende (me) as severely disabled and bedridden with ME/CFS, receiving no physical or financial support. the text requests urgent donations for medication and essentials, encouraging people to contribute with the note “For Mori,” sign up for monthly donations via Ko-fi, and share the image. listed payment handles are: CashApp: $kookysnell Venmo: @kookysnell PayPal: paypal.me/belzomalsh ko-fi: ko-fi.com/moriende a circular image of a simple, smiling cartoon cat face appears in the bottom right corner.
October 8, 2025 at 12:48 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
packle
two pickle spears on a white plate, resting on a bed with white sheets and a green mat visible at the edge.
October 7, 2025 at 3:52 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
they are legitimately frothing at the mouth for collective punishment
part of a reply thread on Bluesky: California and Illinois become countries and sink the red states into perpetual poverty. Enough subsidizing the red states. Basta! It would be amazing if blue states finally divorced from the USA and watched as the red states collapsed under the weight of their own terrible economic choices.
October 7, 2025 at 10:29 AM
kookysnell.bsky.social
picklish
a white plate with two large dill pickles placed side by side, resting on a bed. in the background, part of a wooden table and a lamp with a connected cable are visible.
October 6, 2025 at 7:21 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
half political manifesto, half erotic fanfic

this shit is wild
JoyToy @joytoy2077.bsky.social I love the patriarchy because it feels natural, peaceful, and true - it gives life order, purpose, and balance. Male authority makes sense. #patriarchy #tradlife #tradwife #submissive #malesuperiority #Owned #DevotionAndobedience #TraditionalRelationships #TraditionalValues #RelationshipRoles
October 5, 2025 at 3:54 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
I think a lot of electrolyte formulas are junk because they don't follow the WHO, which makes them largely ineffective.

this is the best value formula that I recommend for people with low blood volume, POTS, ME/CFS, etc... it makes a huge difference in my symptoms.

#NEISvoid
mori's hand holds a packet of TRIORAL Oral Rehydration Salts, labeled "NEW WHO FORMULA." the packet mentions uses for dehydration, travel, hiking/extreme activity, and outdoor labor/dehydration. icons representing each use are shown on the left side, and a large blue water drop graphic appears on the right.
October 5, 2025 at 1:52 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
cover of the book Dr. Seuss's How the Grinch Lost Christmas! it shows the Grinch standing with his arms crossed and a grumpy expression beside a decorated Christmas tree. Cindy-Lou Who is joyfully jumping atop a sack of presents. the cover also says, "a sequel to How the Grinch Stole Christmas!" in a red banner at the bottom.
October 4, 2025 at 3:49 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
hey, it's October. sorry for no new pictures yet... I'm bedridden with very severe ME/CFS, and I can't take them myself, so I've been trying to get my mom to.

she hasn't yet.

but I need your help! I can't get disability.

CA/Ven: kookysnell
ko-fi.com/moriende
paypal.me/belzomalsh
(made by @chronicallyfab.bsky.social) a graphic with a gradient blue-to-orange background titled "Mutual Aid Request." it describes Moriende (me) as severely disabled and bedridden with ME/CFS, receiving no physical or financial support. the text requests urgent donations for medication and essentials, encouraging people to contribute with the note “For Mori,” sign up for monthly donations via Ko-fi, and share the image. listed payment handles are: CashApp: $kookysnell Venmo: @kookysnell PayPal: paypal.me/belzomalsh ko-fi: ko-fi.com/moriende a circular image of a simple, smiling cartoon cat face appears in the bottom right corner. a tabletop medical setup with various health supplies arranged in a neat layout. items include multiple bottles of supplements and medications, several blister packs of pills in ziplock bags, a container of Soylent powdered food, a large bottle of Germ-X hand sanitizer, a box of Equate fragrance-free everyday clean wipes, a pack of Xfire commode liners, a tissue box, and a box of disposable nitrile exam gloves. the items are placed on a wooden table with two dark wooden chairs in the background. the overall scene suggests preparation for managing chronic illness and caregiving.
October 3, 2025 at 6:20 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
cute. my guy
a zebra-striped stuffed teddy bear with black and white patterns is lying on a grey-blue blanket. the bear has a brown nose and stitched eyes, giving it a soft, plush appearance.
October 2, 2025 at 9:01 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
wow, guys, I'm really going places on tumblr for this single post! not that it gets you anything other than increased harassment, but wow! /s

I did wanna repost it here, though.
a post on tumblr. it reads: "user kookysnell on Aug 19: 'yeah, chronic illnesses are so trendy these days. it couldn't have anything to do with the ongoing mass-disabling pandemic that everyone is so keen to ignore, right?' it includes hashtags: #chronicillness #disabled #longcovid #covid 19 #covid #mecfs #me/cfs #pandemic #postviral #public health 1,144 notes"
September 29, 2025 at 6:03 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
people say "don't do drugs" and then manage to explain it like this
a message from a social media platform (don't recall which one) "Not just that, but it enables men to have multiple orgasms. One after the other for seemingly forever. It also causes people to jack it for 12 hours without realizing. It can even cause you to go into a jack coma where you're pretty much halfway passed out, but still jacking and aware of the porn in a weird other dimensional way. Don't do this. Please don't. There's a reason it's so addictive"
September 25, 2025 at 7:05 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
a brown dog lies curled up on a quilted grey blanket, wearing a light-blue-colored shirt decorated with colorful woodland-themed patterns such as leaves and acorns.
September 24, 2025 at 9:48 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
hi, I'm trying to close out my monthly fundraising goal to stay alive with very severe ME/CFS.

I caught COVID from my family. my ability to fundraise has been sparse, and now, it is even harder.

vetted by @thedasp.bsky.social

CA/Ven: kookysnell
ko-fi.com/moriende
paypal.me/belzomalsh
(made by @chronicallyfab.bsky.social) a graphic with a gradient blue-to-orange background titled "Mutual Aid Request." it describes Moriende (me) as severely disabled and bedridden with ME/CFS, receiving no physical or financial support. the text requests urgent donations for medication and essentials, encouraging people to contribute with the note “For Mori,” sign up for monthly donations via Ko-fi, and share the image. listed payment handles are: CashApp: $kookysnell Venmo: @kookysnell PayPal: paypal.me/belzomalsh ko-fi: ko-fi.com/moriende a circular image of a simple, smiling cartoon cat face appears in the bottom right corner. a tabletop medical setup with various health supplies arranged in a neat layout. items include multiple bottles of supplements and medications, several blister packs of pills in ziplock bags, a container of Soylent powdered food, a large bottle of Germ-X hand sanitizer, a box of Equate fragrance-free everyday clean wipes, a pack of Xfire commode liners, a tissue box, and a box of disposable nitrile exam gloves. the items are placed on a wooden table with two dark wooden chairs in the background. the overall scene suggests preparation for managing chronic illness and caregiving. mori's new kofi goal. it reads: "September Goal: $500 for Basic Needs 0% of $500 goal --- (each month, I try to raise $500) I'm fully bedbound with very severe ME/CFS and unable to access traditional care or income. every bit of support goes directly toward staying alive and maintaining what little stability I have. this goal helps cover: - medications and symptom management - basic hygiene and care items - food"
September 21, 2025 at 1:00 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
bedbound with very severe ME/CFS, raising $500 for September basics... this includes meds, hygiene supplies, and food.

every dollar keeps me alive.

vetted by @thedasp.bsky.social

CA/Ven: kookysnell
ko-fi.com/moriende
paypal.me/belzomalsh
things your donations have helped me to buy: - a bulk box of baby wipes - a bulk box of disposable vinyl exam gloves - 360 softgels of vitamin D (50 mcg - 2,000 IU) - 360 capsules of magnesium citrate (800 mg) - my meds for August - an extension cord for my phone and my phone bill - an 100-pack of TriOral rehydration salts (made by @chronicallyfab.bsky.social) a graphic with a gradient blue-to-orange background titled "Mutual Aid Request." it describes Moriende (me) as severely disabled and bedridden with ME/CFS, receiving no physical or financial support. the text requests urgent donations for medication and essentials, encouraging people to contribute with the note “For Mori,” sign up for monthly donations via Ko-fi, and share the image. listed payment handles are: CashApp: $kookysnell Venmo: @kookysnell PayPal: paypal.me/belzomalsh ko-fi: ko-fi.com/moriende a circular image of a simple, smiling cartoon cat face appears in the bottom right corner. mori's new kofi goal. it reads: "September Goal: $500 for Basic Needs 0% of $500 goal --- (each month, I try to raise $500) I'm fully bedbound with very severe ME/CFS and unable to access traditional care or income. every bit of support goes directly toward staying alive and maintaining what little stability I have. this goal helps cover: - medications and symptom management - basic hygiene and care items - food" a tabletop medical setup with various health supplies arranged in a neat layout. items include multiple bottles of supplements and medications, several blister packs of pills in ziplock bags, a container of Soylent powdered food, a large bottle of Germ-X hand sanitizer, a box of Equate fragrance-free everyday clean wipes, a pack of Xfire commode liners, a tissue box, and a box of disposable nitrile exam gloves. the items are placed on a wooden table with two dark wooden chairs in the background. the overall scene suggests preparation for managing chronic illness and caregiving.
August 28, 2025 at 12:33 PM
kookysnell.bsky.social
I just got my stickers from @amateurcrastinator.com's giveaway!

all of these except for the square sticker (I think) are based on songs they have composed. I didn't know about Evening Ride before this because it got buried, so give it a listen and support AC's music!

youtu.be/if-nRFnOnbw?...
five colorful stickers (4 rectangular, 1 square) are laid out on mori's bed under warm yellow lighting. rectangular stickers are labeled with (r) and the square sticker with (s). top left sticker (r): a drawing of a bicycle on lined notebook paper with watercolor stains. the text reads, "Evening Ride" and, "Amateur Crastinator.com." top right sticker (r): a floral design with purple flowers and green leaves. text reads, "Amateur Crastinator." bottom left sticker (r): a stylized brown glass jug labeled "Beer" with bubbles in the background. text reads, "AmateurCrastinator.com." bottom middle sticker (s): a colorful design titled "ACDPlayer," showing a close-up of a shiny black circular CD player (presumably) with the white AC logo in the center, against a green and orange gradient background. text at the bottom reads, "AmateurCrastinator.com." bottom right sticker (r): a rainbow paint-splatter and lined-paper background with city skyline silhouette. the text reads, "Accidental Genius."
August 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
kookysnell.bsky.social
finally, I have a reacher/grabber tool! this will help me to grab items that are on the floor from my bed.

my power level is reaching ascension.

#NEISvoid
mori's hand holding a blue reacher/grabber tool over a blue-grey comforter, angled upward toward the ceiling in a dimly lit bedroom. in the background, there's a dresser with items on top and a closed window with blinds.
August 19, 2025 at 11:38 AM