Im slowly losing the ability to rationally thinking I am afraid I'm going to hate everyone soon or its already starting

you can indeed tell how inexperienced I am with doing commissions

character but then again I feel like I deserve it but at the same time AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I FEEL BAD

at least I drew something even if this mediocre at best. That should be good enough for me and my wrist.

I will genuinely let go and tweak with the slightest of unwanted stress

Gonna move out soon wish me luck in finding employment I might actually fuck up hard but Ill be provided with therapy so hopefully Ill do well or end up in grippy white jackets