omg i saw that the newest volume of the summer hikaru died was there but i was like "hmm did i order that already" I JUST CHECKED AND I HAVE NOT. I WILL NOW HAVE TO GO BACK TO KINOKUNIYA TO BUY IT

it's probably bc i've had friends in the past who i knew would spend time together without me, so now i get anxiously attached to people

(the acrylic stand was sasaki and miyano btw if you even care... i missed the order period for it like over a year ago but then they re-released it recently :D)

i normally wouldn't have bought anything but LOOK AT THEM???? YOU CAN HANDCUFF THE PLUSHES???!?!!

i've spent so much money on yaoi... and now i'm gonna spend more bc it's from japan... the president hates fujoshis...

i looked up their name and they actually are a graduate student at my school 😭 that's such a crazy coincidence

it would be funny if i just dropped it off at their apartment but i would like to avoid meeting them 🥹