I've had a great day. My man decided that I'd been a good boy lately and allowed me to cum. Did have any control over it? No. Did I get to clean myself after? Nope. Did I even last long? No. It was as it should be, different from when a real man cums, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

I've thinking about the past and something occurred to me, I've only ever had one relationship where I wasn't somewhat or totally submissive. I guess that's just the way it is.

When I go to the movies with my owner he usually chooses the movie. That's because I know I often won't get to watch it. If the theatre is kind of empty he'll just order me to my knees so I can suck him. Not complaining but I do miss a lot of movies that way 😋

Each dom and sub get to decide what their relationship is going to look like. This means a lot soul searching, talking and adapting. The great thing about this process is that our relationships will be what WE need them to be. How rigid are the rules? Is it a TPE situation? Enjoy the uniqueness!

Should subs feel pride? Some doms prefer to strip it away but I'm of the opinion that yes we should. It's not the same pride a real man feels but it is important to feel valued and to know you have found your place, even if that place is at the bottom of the hierarchy.

What's the most important thing in a dom-sub relationship? Engaging the mind. Both conscious and unconscious need to be stimulated and played with otherwise it's just role-playing.

Just figuring out how this app works 🙂