You can guess who it was :)

I've been in therapy for years already, I got meds, I still have pain and it currently gets worse every day. I keep saying I can deal with the pain as long as the terrible fatigue is gone but honestly I don't know if I can.
I don't want to spend every day being in pain. I still have so many plans.

It is so much more than just a simple call. It's the energy to look for a doctor. It's the reminder of your illness. It's the fear of being not taken seriously. And if I get the appointment? What if they find nothing? What if it really is just a mental illness? What do I do then?

In der Wäsche oder in der Spülmaschine 😌 vielleicht in der Badewanne!

Yes, they can get married wherever they want. Yes, i am unbelievably happy for them and yes it's gonna be a great day! However I can at the same time still struggle with finances and how I'll figure things out. Simple as that.

Yesterday i posted on social media that my sibling is having a destination wedding while being aware that my parents and me are not well off but definitely wants us to be there (but didn't offer any payment despite earning a lot). And many people lost their marbles. Yes, it's their wedding.