The motivation for try not to die is that I want to play Deltarune chapter 3&4 lmao..

The among of self stillness leads to the slowing destroying myself, I guess that is my problem now….. I guess I’m just too lonely and bored to really have motivation for something. To a point where I kinda lack of energy to try to survive. Not mean suicidal, just negative in general.

im shit at drawing, but draw for fetish is fun lmao.
imagine I start fetish draw everyday
theres a lot to be improvement tho, cant figure how to meat but.....it's meat...i want to paint some color to give some texture and make it meater but im not meat enough~~meow