Same here and feeling the same.i love you so so so so so much.

Aww she looks so cute Soup!

people look to people outside of our community. This is an issue I've experienced and I imagine it scares off some more timid trans people who just want support when they're in their egg phase or being raised in a home that's anti-trans.

No matter how hard I tried to repress myself, do better, fit in etc. It just wasn't enough.

Both cuz I have nothing in common with some of them and because some of them just really didn't want to associate with me.

I hope the way I was treated isn't how those people act outwardly and offline... it's gonna make trans people look bad.

Idk to sum this up. I'm upset. I'm upset that no one but my partners really cares.

It feels like I've lost a pack, but they never really wanted me to begin with.

Up. I guess something I'm beginning to notice is that there's baked in hatred of some kind in everyone. Might not be purposeful. Might just be what society has taught people. Dealing with homelessness I experienced and still experience classism a lot.

People clearly wouldn't listen to me when I was dealing with homelessness. I'd have to remind them why I couldn't game, go to the movies, have sex, go out at night, and do all the normal things they could do.

Then when I'd remind them of my station some of them would get upset about me bringing it

If there's much of a point of interacting with other therians and maybe even trans people at large. Considering no matter what I do I somehow always fuck it up.

Maybe it's the way I was raised or what I've been through.

Trying to being that up sometimes people listen

I have to be the problem at this point. I continually fuck up conversations no matter how many months of working on myself, therapy, and the like.

Some of my mistakes are repeated by others and I'm the only one who gets any negativity for the behavior.

I'm just thinking outside of my partners...