I wanna make a GoFundMe as soon I get home

I gave my sibling sites to apply for assistance but..

I dunno what else I can do..

The anxiety I had the other night feels like it was a sign..something was wrong..
I hoping talking about it will somehow reverse jinx it idk..
Idk my chest hurts

Awww! Sadie and Sara look so cute! TuT It's always a joy seeing them on my dash!