So what should i do? I keep thinking about my aunt and i want to pray for her, she is old and she does not need to stay longer but. I still want to hold on to her pray for her health. Just to prove my mother wrong. Buddhism is right.

The way most people has felt. I find it odd how everything falls into place. There is this new colleague who is a Christian and there is talks that i should try and date. Part of me wants to but i dont want to give my mother the satisfaction of being right, i dont want to lose my identity.

Her granddaughter is highly educated. All proof she lead a good life despite her struggles. I respect that, i want that too. Nothing i do compares to what my cousins accomplished. My mom believes highly in her god and i grew to be a unhappy man. 33 years old never had a girlfriend. Never felt love,

Who she was, her mind is failling and her body is giving up on her. But i keep thinking that my mom is wrong, i think at her old age my Aunt is content with her life and thus is leaving her body slowly. She proved to be a great mother. Her daughter her son all are successful in their field.