I've better since then but there's still something missing that I dunno how or when I'll get back

only good thing in all this is having never acted upon it

because even when I trick myself into justifying/accepting all this venom festering in my brain towards her as correct I never once decided to put it out there, I just immediately move on to something else

like can I really say I moved on if every now and then I think of this person like "you wronged me something fucking fierce and honestly I'm not sure I ever got over it"

it's like 1 of 4 pieces of fanart of her in existence (2 of the 4 being yours lmao) and it's her in a bunnysuit and I can see her bulge and I'm about to rip my shirt in half and wake up in a pool of my own blood

Hm

Hmmm

📝

birthday gift from Blur who decided to indulge me specifically by making art of the one character who ruined (positively) my gender and even made me a top in all of

2 minutes

turns out these thoughts never went anywhere they were just subdued due to circumstances that no longer apply so now I look at the mirror wondering if I should headbutt it as hard as I possibly can,

thighs like pillows and a tummy that could absorb your hand