crack and send everyone back. I wonder when that day will be.. soon maybe? Here’s to hoping.

That is all I ask.

Just talking to one person would make this bearable.

been one to wish to be alone. I’ve talked about it quite extensively.

Now that it is my life again, all I can think about is talking to someone. Talking to anyone.

This is not a fun, pleasant, or enjoyable experience. If anyone ever sees this, please, make yourself known.

Being alone might seem easy. Some people may wish to be alone, but let me tell you something:

After what I can only assume has been months at this point of complete isolation, I wish to be around others again.

I was a person who said that they’d like to be alone. I’ve always

I hate the thought of not being able to protect everyone that means something to me. I hate feeling torn between two people because my brain can’t even fully function without at least one of them.

this. It is odd to sit here and feel things when I feel guilty for even feeling them.

go one of two ways. Either things go perfectly as I expect them to, or...

I deal with being horribly wrong, and have things blow up in my face.

The other night had a different outcome. After taking a lot of time to consider what was said, I still do not know how to feel.

It is odd to feel like

I don’t know why I feel compelled to post this. I don’t know why I feel a lot of things. I guess I’ve just been feeling a lot of things recently. That’s life though, eh?

from the entire situation. I will hopefully stream again tomorrow.

Tartarus is not great or anything, don’t get me wrong. I enjoy seeing that there can be another warden, it makes me happy to know that others can provide security to the lands.

I hope that it is not a disappointment that I didn’t stream today, I just felt like I needed a bit more time to calm down

realized something was wrong, judging by how quickly they made their way into the cell. I will always thank them for ensuring my safety as a prisoner at Tartarus.

The threat, also known as a person, had entered my cell and threatened me with a sword. I, having not wanted to fight or lose my last life, backed up. That eventually resulted in me falling off the edge of my cell, plummeting into the lava down below. It was at about this point that I think Karma