and that involves giving herself control of her appearance/individuality in the only small ways she available to her! her tattoos and her hair and her sarcasm r her ways of reminding herself she is a person so she can make it thru the day. jayce does not want to make it thru

hes actively suicidal like he is not decorating his body or doing anything for himself bc he is trying to kill himself or dissociate enough that he can pretend he already has. vi who has been in stillwater for so much of her adolescence and believes she will stay there is doing what she can to cope

honestly im turning haruspex vi (rubin ekko?) + bachelor jayce + changeling vik in my head but ik jayce is still pulling the "it's as if both the left and the right hand have clutched the head to realize for the first time that they are two parts of a single whole" shit w vik on their first meeting

is dangerous to be around AND is often in active danger bc he is an easy target. he would not be drawing anymore attention to himself or allowing himself smth that would reclaim his body/his control of it bc he doesnt want to be in his body...

to not get underestimated/treated worse bc of her size/age/gender made it so the persona she took on was very "tough", whether or not that is smth she would've been drawn to w/o stillwater. jayce on the other hand has nothing to live for + immense guilt + is self isolating but he believes he

the thing about vi is she was sent to prison incredibly young and while she did not always believe she'd get out she had some sort of repressed hope that she would + that she'd be able to SAVE powder when she did. that + her coping w her situation by lashing out at guards/other inmates in order

IVE LITERALLY BEEN LIKE... he is not vi guys.

My dick woke. Up hard. For Bottom Jayce.

he induces previously unseen levels of cuteness aggression in me

jayce who's bright red in the face because he can feel it squishing inside him and between his legs with every step, and people keep stopping him to ask what's wrong and does he's feel well, he's very sweaty? and it's a lovely day so "oh, come have lunch with us!" and he Cant say No :)

ughhhh feeling it literally the whole day which of course vik planned and made sure to hold him back just long enough that'd he running late and wouldn't have time to go home and clean up... 🤭

Riding Viktor until a cartoon bug flies out of his mouth and he's all shriveled up like a capri-sun and still coquettishly asking to go again

ITS SO NECESSARY just completely obsessed with her. where is the representation for WOMEN who have to hide in the bathroom at work to jerk off to the idea of kidnapping their coworkers?

subtop vik annoucement had me rotating my yuris