Check on your mental health my friends and check on your friend’s mental health too. It’s ok to feel lost, however it’s not ok to stay lost. People care about you, reach out to them. It’ll be ok.

Realizing all of this though I know I need a change in my life. Something is making me feel like I need to escape my reality. There’s nothing wrong with loving a game or a piece of media but, feeling this empty when it’s over worries me.

The chaos and the voices and all that in the game really just felt comfortable to me. I know a lot of people can’t deal with a lot of things within the game like the voices in the characters head but, I don’t know why I actually was completely fine with it.