As time slows and stops, as babies become teens and men drift off into laziness, I find myself wondering...I find myself. And yet, I am unhinged. My life is not my own, it has never been. Who am I? Will I like who I am when all the disguises fall away?

Losing myself, lost it long ago. Never had the safe comfort to be brash enough to be myself, always a chameleon , reading my world, and trying to squeeze into he cracks.

My soul is replenished by the spring weather and sunshine.

My life is a constant trap between wanting me to do something but feeling helpless and drowning in other worlds and multiverses because I feel hopeless. #american #fo76 #anxiety

#spring