this is also not me saying i’m in luv w him… idk if that’s clear but.. i just love how much i can relate to shane as a character and how similar we are. i luv and admire him in a way like we are we… explaining emotions is… hard.

this also makes me feel so sad and alone bc who do i have to relate to this with… except the fictional character i speak of…

impacted me. hudson played shane so well and i am so grateful for that. wahhhhhhhhhhhh.

american ALONE it is so hard to find representation (WE ALREADY KNOW THIS) but a queer mixed autistic AND asian (AND MIXED) character… in a beautifully directed show… i think that’s what has rlly gotten me shaken up and full of feelings… i don’t think i can even put into words fully how it has-

well like not that it won’t be if i don’t but more so for myself to feel more comfortable in it