fuck you

this is not a personal fault but a byproduct of how we treat analysis. im insecure about stuff like that too i think everyone is. you want to be right you dont want to look stupid but there is inherent value in your interpretation even if its technically wrong right, so own your thoughts with pride

though what some consider the ultimate filter is often exactly why people like things sometimes. maybe i want to filter out people who find it weird and offputting and unbearably so. maybe i want to be a weird and scary genre of girl what about that huh

im less insecure now that ive done voice training and all that but still i think through that insecurity ive developed a great affinity for unnatural-sounding pitch shifted voices. i think its a really neat and interesting concept id do it like noticeably if i thought it wouldnt filter people out

it Was some real shit though my poem rocks

this week has also been kicking my ass man when i come home after a long day and i open up bsky i feel no motivation to pWait a minute. checks watch. Its only wednesday oh my gawdddddddd....