I rarely know what to say. But when I do, I usually get too anxious to say it. Even if I decide to say it, I usually end up saying something wrong. Only in some rare cases I might actually appear and sound like a normal person.

I posted it on Aug 25, 2021 as a response to a video of Scruffa getting his scritchems 😹. Probably the only meme I ever made. twitter.com/neocyrillus/...

Note organization is a rabbit hole. There are several common methods: Maps of Content (MOC), Johnny Decimal, PARA method, Zettlekasten Compass. For notes I use something similar to MOC, and I try to use Johnny Decimal to organize my projects.

Organization is hard. For a lot of notes, I don't know in which category/directory I should put them because they match several.

Years ago I started taking notes on anything I found interesting, in any subject. My current workflow is to try to organize those notes in Obsidian with date of creation and source. It often works quite well, but sometimes I forget to write something down and have to look it up again.

Yes. I've been waiting for them to change for 15 years. So far, they only changed for the worse.

Thanks. But there is no out for me. This is my life.

I'm very hopeful inside. The problem is that this hope gets crushed constantly. When something good happens, I get very hopeful again, but a lot of bad stuff always follows. And I end up worse than I was before. This is a constant cycle.

With pessimism, it is much easier to accept when bad things happen. And bad things are always guaranteed to happen.

Optimism has never gotten me anywhere but making the worst mistakes of my life.

Thanks, but I considered every possibility already. I don't think this problem has a solution.