Kieta
@kietaisill.bsky.social
22 - She/her
⚠️MINORS DNI⚠️
⚠️SELF HARM ACC⚠️
Im the betrayed
With a bleeding heart, til death do us part
⚠️MINORS DNI⚠️
⚠️SELF HARM ACC⚠️
Im the betrayed
With a bleeding heart, til death do us part
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Kieta
@kietaisill.bsky.social
· Dec 12
If you're a minor and try to follow me, I will block you.
This is a vent acc
Im always going though something,
Sit back and watch the shit show
This is a vent acc
Im always going though something,
Sit back and watch the shit show
Everything has been so good, i have a gf who's so amazing but I feel like im going to ruin everything, i feel like i already did. Im sorry
January 19, 2026 at 1:31 PM
Everything has been so good, i have a gf who's so amazing but I feel like im going to ruin everything, i feel like i already did. Im sorry
I wish I could be loved romantically. I want to be someones number 1, but maybe I dont deserve that either. Im probably supposed to be alone for the rest of my life
December 29, 2025 at 8:46 PM
I wish I could be loved romantically. I want to be someones number 1, but maybe I dont deserve that either. Im probably supposed to be alone for the rest of my life
Its now speaking to my legs, I wonder if ill finally die
December 23, 2025 at 1:58 AM
Its now speaking to my legs, I wonder if ill finally die
Everything is starting to hurt. The entirety of my upper body is sore, i didn't do anything out of the norm either, im worried my legs are gonna feel that way next. I just wanna sleep
December 23, 2025 at 1:39 AM
Everything is starting to hurt. The entirety of my upper body is sore, i didn't do anything out of the norm either, im worried my legs are gonna feel that way next. I just wanna sleep
Tried burning a roach from a joint on my skin for the first time. I got a little mark, I might try to again tonight. I def gonna go faster next time tho. Cant wait to try it
December 22, 2025 at 10:11 PM
Tried burning a roach from a joint on my skin for the first time. I got a little mark, I might try to again tonight. I def gonna go faster next time tho. Cant wait to try it
Ended up cutting again. Will prob do a proper sesh tonight
December 22, 2025 at 7:42 PM
Ended up cutting again. Will prob do a proper sesh tonight
Any bit of happiness and hope I had is just vanishing, but like my memories. It hard to remember these past few days
December 19, 2025 at 12:12 AM
Any bit of happiness and hope I had is just vanishing, but like my memories. It hard to remember these past few days
Im getting more and more tempted to cut recently, im just so tired
December 18, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Im getting more and more tempted to cut recently, im just so tired
No matter how much I try, im just not enough for people. They just leave without a word, and im left wondering what I did wrong, and what I couldve done right
December 18, 2025 at 11:12 PM
No matter how much I try, im just not enough for people. They just leave without a word, and im left wondering what I did wrong, and what I couldve done right
breathing is almost manual, head and heart hurt. idk if its better or worse. its finally letting me go, too many thoughts, so many things. breathing is itchy. i need sleep, its hurting again. not ok. my head is going to split
December 17, 2025 at 2:15 PM
breathing is almost manual, head and heart hurt. idk if its better or worse. its finally letting me go, too many thoughts, so many things. breathing is itchy. i need sleep, its hurting again. not ok. my head is going to split
i understand something but theres something missing. its nonsense, why do you do that? im speaking to myself. everything is clear and bleak. watching, i forgot they were watching. i want to be free, from you. impossible, dont imagine it. does it make sense? its clear, easy. liar. im something
December 17, 2025 at 1:56 PM
i understand something but theres something missing. its nonsense, why do you do that? im speaking to myself. everything is clear and bleak. watching, i forgot they were watching. i want to be free, from you. impossible, dont imagine it. does it make sense? its clear, easy. liar. im something
i can almost feel the sting of the cut without doing anything, what does he want me to see?
theres something i dont understand, why is it a secret?
what do i say? something is happening, he wants me to see. i cant take it back. i feel like my mind is being erased, theres no one to face me. just me.
theres something i dont understand, why is it a secret?
what do i say? something is happening, he wants me to see. i cant take it back. i feel like my mind is being erased, theres no one to face me. just me.
December 17, 2025 at 1:50 PM
i can almost feel the sting of the cut without doing anything, what does he want me to see?
theres something i dont understand, why is it a secret?
what do i say? something is happening, he wants me to see. i cant take it back. i feel like my mind is being erased, theres no one to face me. just me.
theres something i dont understand, why is it a secret?
what do i say? something is happening, he wants me to see. i cant take it back. i feel like my mind is being erased, theres no one to face me. just me.
i wanna cut so bad, i feel so withdrawn. i cant focus on anything. ive just been staring not really thinking of anything. my brain is rotting away. i feel so alone. who even am i?
December 17, 2025 at 1:36 PM
i wanna cut so bad, i feel so withdrawn. i cant focus on anything. ive just been staring not really thinking of anything. my brain is rotting away. i feel so alone. who even am i?
im tiredddd, i just wanna sleep all day
December 15, 2025 at 6:00 PM
im tiredddd, i just wanna sleep all day
I was gonna eat something before j saw the calories lol
December 14, 2025 at 10:43 PM
I was gonna eat something before j saw the calories lol
My heart hurts
It feels empty
I feel sick
Please be ok
It feels empty
I feel sick
Please be ok
December 14, 2025 at 10:53 AM
My heart hurts
It feels empty
I feel sick
Please be ok
It feels empty
I feel sick
Please be ok
Please return my Starlight
December 14, 2025 at 10:35 AM
Please return my Starlight
I feel cursed
Everyone close to me is leaving
Suffering
And I cant do anything but watch
I haven't loved someone like this in years
I want to live my life with you
Please come back
I know its difficult, but I know you can do it..do you not believe me?
Everyone close to me is leaving
Suffering
And I cant do anything but watch
I haven't loved someone like this in years
I want to live my life with you
Please come back
I know its difficult, but I know you can do it..do you not believe me?
December 14, 2025 at 10:34 AM
I feel cursed
Everyone close to me is leaving
Suffering
And I cant do anything but watch
I haven't loved someone like this in years
I want to live my life with you
Please come back
I know its difficult, but I know you can do it..do you not believe me?
Everyone close to me is leaving
Suffering
And I cant do anything but watch
I haven't loved someone like this in years
I want to live my life with you
Please come back
I know its difficult, but I know you can do it..do you not believe me?
Dont leave me, please
If I lost you idk what id do with myself
The song you sent me
Are you telling me goodbye?
Why dont you know where youll be tomorrow
Is there anything I couldve done?
If I lost you idk what id do with myself
The song you sent me
Are you telling me goodbye?
Why dont you know where youll be tomorrow
Is there anything I couldve done?
December 14, 2025 at 10:31 AM
Dont leave me, please
If I lost you idk what id do with myself
The song you sent me
Are you telling me goodbye?
Why dont you know where youll be tomorrow
Is there anything I couldve done?
If I lost you idk what id do with myself
The song you sent me
Are you telling me goodbye?
Why dont you know where youll be tomorrow
Is there anything I couldve done?
I love how it feels, kinda wish it would stay like this
But im headed to bed now
I keep passing out
But im headed to bed now
I keep passing out
December 13, 2025 at 11:33 AM
I love how it feels, kinda wish it would stay like this
But im headed to bed now
I keep passing out
But im headed to bed now
I keep passing out
I dont wanna eat anything anymore, I dont need it
December 12, 2025 at 9:04 PM
I dont wanna eat anything anymore, I dont need it
If you're a minor and try to follow me, I will block you.
This is a vent acc
Im always going though something,
Sit back and watch the shit show
This is a vent acc
Im always going though something,
Sit back and watch the shit show
December 12, 2025 at 8:26 PM
If you're a minor and try to follow me, I will block you.
This is a vent acc
Im always going though something,
Sit back and watch the shit show
This is a vent acc
Im always going though something,
Sit back and watch the shit show
