The worst bit about having a creative AuDHD brain? The weekly mood swing from genius to fuckup. One minute I’m unstoppable, the next I’m googling “can you cancel your own album?” Ten days till release & I’ve flatlined. FFS! f.mtr.cool/wfbuz… BeUnusua#AuDHDH#FFSF#Autisticic

My debut album EVERY SHADOW HAS A NAME drops in two weeks. Here's some twat to tell you all about it...

#BeUnusual #ActuallyAutistic #AudHD #RetroElectronica #Synthpop #NuDisco #ElectronicMusic #RetroWave #IndieElectronica #DarkDisco #NewMusic

Redundant, not irrelevant. Today I eject from the humming maw of the machine—no Teams meetings, no spreadsheets, and absolutely no masking. Instead? Big basslines, dirty guitars and melodic synth-inspired chaos. 💥

#CareerPlotTwist #FreeFromTheMachine #NewBeginnings

Album Reveal! Against all the odds, logic & the advice of several music industry moguls, the first-ever Kick Lizard album will be released Autumn 2025: #EveryShadowHasAName. An exuberant tangle of upbeat #neurodivergent #electronica, brooding instrumentals & the occasional melodic rant.

#BeUnusual

Downsizing for sanity: the heavy metal Maschine MK3 is out, replaced by the very plasticky and light AKAI APC40MKII. The hulking, shin-bashing MINIFREAK has shrunk into an Arturia MICROLAB—small enough to fit into that awkward silence between songs. Fewer bags, fewer backaches, same cosmic chaos.

I'm On A Soft Cloud WIP. Those times where everything is going great until you're brought crashing down again by the alltistics. I have a lot of anger in my songs, but it never translates into the music, hehe. But it's there.

#EveryShadowHasAName #ActuallyAutistic #ElectronicMusic

Bit of a zigzag few weeks—turns out I’m being made redundant. Not quite the end of the world (that’s still scheduled for a Tuesday), but definitely one of those bureaucratic hiccups the universe throws in just to see if you’ll spill your tea. Irritating? Massively.

#BeUnusual #KickLIzard #Neurodiverse

What I'm up to today: No real plans for the future...

#EveryShadowHasAName  #glitching #looping #ranting #unfiltered #unmasked #neurodiverse #audhd #autistc #ESHAN #NoRealPlansForTheFuture

How my brain is feeling this morning...

#glitching #looping #ranting #unfiltered #unmasked #neurodiverse #audhd #autistc #EveryShadowHasAName #ESHAN

It is a well-documented phenomenon that the #universe, in its infinite & inconvenient #wisdom, tends to frown upon late-night #exuberance—particularly when said exuberance involves 'way too much #alcohol'. This #WIP created in the early #chill hours #electronica #UKElectronica #EveryShadowHasAName

Enormous thanks to lekemo_music, brighton_emom, and all the splendid sound-sorcerers at May’s Machines That Bleed. A glorious evening of drones, drops, and existential dread. Here's a snippet of me butchering my climate sermon-song Outtasight (The Rate of Change). Brighton #EMOM #ElectronicMusic