Lil lamb

Thank youuuuuu

Oh absolutely, I'm trusting for the next care house but if it's going to be a fluke again I'll just look around myself

Unfortunately this psychiatrist is really good it's just the first time she made me go somewhere not nice

I was so mad at my psychiatrist for just even telling me to try that care house you have no idea, now I'm not even sure if I should trust her completely again

I knoooow right
But eh the doc there was so mean from the beginning like I need accomodations and she just was "we can't do that for you bc we treat everyone equally" LIKE IDK SORRY FOR NEEDING ACCOMODATIONS DUE TO MY DISABILITY I GUESS

But I need to do this. Absolutely. My life has become such a weird blob of bad attachments through mom and other fav persons. And I can't even cook for myself nor drink. I've age regressed badly due to my autistic burn out.

Honestly I'm super scared because this care house isn't prepared for autistic people let alone ADHDers. And I'm scared they won't take my phobia of needles seriously when they'll have to take my blood.

From what I saw on the dos and donts, I can keep my tablet, my Steamdeck, my 3ds, but not my PC, and I can only use a 20cm or less cable to charge my stuff. Which thankfully I bought recently.

Thanks! Though I'm not really back, I'm taking my time and waiting to enroll in rehabilitation center for my mental illness 😞 drawing for myself while waiting helps a ton

This doesn't mean I'll stop drawing, I'll draw but for my sake only

Thank you 💚

Also idk what they're giving me day and night but I'm alot dizzy and tired, I think it's sedatives to keep me calm. Which is weird as hell

Yeah he was, kudo though to the nurse that when I had the meltdown for that said "I'll fix it myself" to calm me down
Literally 2 second after my meltdown there were people fixing the toilet

I swear I'm going to have a meltdown again today, my heart is racing and I feel heavy