Luden
@keybumpchavez.bsky.social
Just a mentally unstable addict lmfao
I don’t want to fall in love anymore
August 5, 2025 at 9:33 PM
I don’t want to fall in love anymore
Turn off your heart and stop thinking with your dick. It’s never lead us anywhere good.
August 5, 2025 at 6:21 PM
Turn off your heart and stop thinking with your dick. It’s never lead us anywhere good.
Never again. I will never extend my heart or kindness to anyone.
August 5, 2025 at 6:19 PM
Never again. I will never extend my heart or kindness to anyone.
She’s putting me through hell right now and she doesn’t even know it.
August 5, 2025 at 6:18 PM
She’s putting me through hell right now and she doesn’t even know it.
Should I just be content with the fact that she thought I was hot? Can I just be content knowing that I was only good enough for a few nights? Can I be content knowing that I wasn’t worth keeping?
August 5, 2025 at 6:18 PM
Should I just be content with the fact that she thought I was hot? Can I just be content knowing that I was only good enough for a few nights? Can I be content knowing that I wasn’t worth keeping?
It’s my fault for ever thinking I could truly make her happy as she made me
August 5, 2025 at 6:04 PM
It’s my fault for ever thinking I could truly make her happy as she made me
So the new Sonic racing game looks sick
August 5, 2025 at 4:37 AM
So the new Sonic racing game looks sick
This will haunt me for the rest of my life. I suppose everything I do comes back to haunt me though. Comes with the territory.
August 5, 2025 at 4:37 AM
This will haunt me for the rest of my life. I suppose everything I do comes back to haunt me though. Comes with the territory.
Bark bark. It’s the wind.
August 5, 2025 at 3:50 AM
Bark bark. It’s the wind.
Starting slagging. Indulging in my anger. Manifesting my fears.
August 5, 2025 at 3:49 AM
Starting slagging. Indulging in my anger. Manifesting my fears.
I was just a nerd. Something happened along the way. Then I was corrupted.
August 5, 2025 at 3:49 AM
I was just a nerd. Something happened along the way. Then I was corrupted.
I miss the old me. Before the drugs. Before the alcohol. The cigarettes. The weed.
August 5, 2025 at 3:48 AM
I miss the old me. Before the drugs. Before the alcohol. The cigarettes. The weed.
It’s like I feared too. I got caught up again. I let my guard down. I pushed aside my interests to be with her. Now I gotta rekindle my love for my nerdy hobbies again. I sure as fuck don’t feel like playing a fucking video game right now
August 5, 2025 at 3:28 AM
It’s like I feared too. I got caught up again. I let my guard down. I pushed aside my interests to be with her. Now I gotta rekindle my love for my nerdy hobbies again. I sure as fuck don’t feel like playing a fucking video game right now
I mean.. I don’t know.. it probably is.. now? I guess I need to rebuild again.
August 5, 2025 at 3:26 AM
I mean.. I don’t know.. it probably is.. now? I guess I need to rebuild again.
And just like that. It’s over.
August 5, 2025 at 3:25 AM
And just like that. It’s over.
Was I lied to? Yet again?
August 4, 2025 at 3:53 PM
Was I lied to? Yet again?
I can’t lose this. Not without a fight. I’m scared, God. I just need the strength to make it through. Keep me sober. Guide me to make right decisions. I know I’m better than that.. I have so much to give.. so much potential… don’t let me lose it…. don’t let me lose myself again….
August 4, 2025 at 8:44 AM
I can’t lose this. Not without a fight. I’m scared, God. I just need the strength to make it through. Keep me sober. Guide me to make right decisions. I know I’m better than that.. I have so much to give.. so much potential… don’t let me lose it…. don’t let me lose myself again….
29 and the sound of someone ripping ass still cracks me the fuck up 😭😂
July 30, 2025 at 6:09 PM
29 and the sound of someone ripping ass still cracks me the fuck up 😭😂
These motherfuckers wonder why I don’t say a fucking word to them.
July 28, 2025 at 8:36 PM
These motherfuckers wonder why I don’t say a fucking word to them.
Been better with communication lately. But when I see their true selves pop up, it makes me feel like shutting down and cutting off all contact. Again.
July 28, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Been better with communication lately. But when I see their true selves pop up, it makes me feel like shutting down and cutting off all contact. Again.
No matter how good things may seem between us, I can never forget that it’s because of them why I’m mostly fucked up.
July 28, 2025 at 8:34 PM
No matter how good things may seem between us, I can never forget that it’s because of them why I’m mostly fucked up.
I feel like killing myself
July 26, 2025 at 9:50 AM
I feel like killing myself
At the end of the day, I know I’m nothing special
July 25, 2025 at 7:33 AM
At the end of the day, I know I’m nothing special