I didn't even complete any drawings this year 😭 oh glob!

Thanks so much for the link, I hadn't come across it before (even though I had heard of glaze a few times already). Much Appreciated 🥰

How does Webglaze work?

So good to see artists credits too! Love to see this 😍❤️

Love the aesthetic of your Tav 😍

I would love to be able to draw more often, so it's important to have my priorities aligned first before I spend too much time on any particular activity
Since I'm more aware of my ADHD behaviours it's easier to have strategies to work around my shortcomings, so I try to sketch daily

If I had more support as a teenager/young adult, had medication, with an understanding of ADHD symptoms, I think I would have had a better chance at becoming an illustrator
Currently, I draw for 1-2 hours, 3 nights a week (if I'm lucky), but am more productive and grateful compared to before

Long answer:
Wanted to be a fantasy illustrator years ago. Used to draw all day every day, but struggled with ADHD & depression (unmedicated + low self-esteem)
After lifestyle and mental health care, gained many responsibilities (wife, kid, study, work, etc.) now draw as a hobby & for mental health

Your work is stellar, definitely something weird going on with the ghosting. Sorry you had this experience 😞 I always feel deflated when it happened, hope it's not the case for you

Autumn AND ELVES!? This is the perfect combination to have as favourites 😍

Really love the composition and angle here 😍 such a fun illustration that you've completely succeeded at making ❣️

Oooh, sounds devious 🥵

So intimate 😍

Wow wow wow 🤯 so gorgeous

Just have to focus on our mental wellbeing, whilst enjoying and controlling what we can 😇💖

I'm also right there with you on these feelings, as if some things are just so far out of my control I just have to accept there will constantly be a sensation of falling 🫣

(depends on what's going on in your own life too) -
IMO I think in a way there's a lot of things happening that are scary, terrifying and unknown in the world right now, and our self preservation skills are trying to save our mental health by either rationalising or diminishing these concerns.

Turned out amazing 😍 really love the lighting and ambience you've created here ❤️