Yea, it's a weirdly cruel and absurd sensation just observing your own mind continuously self-sabotaging shit for years

"I really wish I could give you more than I do " is frankly how I feel about most things in life, my friends, family, art, hobbies. I could have built so much more if not for this parasite in my head, sapping away my resources

I do rly appreciate viewers that stick around regardless. I really wish I could give you more than I do

Mes pronoms? FRAN/ÇAIS

You goobers got blessed references

That's a nice metaphor yeah, it is so damn hard to be objective when looking at your own progress/comparing present to the past

I do remember having similar moment of like "oh shit I haven't had suicidal thoughts in forever that's new!". But this stuff takes longer than you'd like I guess

Mhm yah I've objectively have made progress 100%, but when you're in the shit, it's easy to feel like nothing ever changed and oh mybgodit will be this way forever

Yeah I def feel lucky with my therapist, I rly feel I vibe with her. And when I was looking for one I even went through the process of booking few different ones just to make sure I get one that's the best match for me

Omggg so cool to see you get one! <3

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