missed you too squid! im glad to be back!

i love this art of them!

resting is a good choice!! I hope the pain eases up Choco!

will give this a watch! 💕 thanks for sharing

ily cheeks 🩷🩷

I want to curate a space where not only my mutuals are happy, but I am too.

If anyone would like to talk, my DMs are open. Thank you all for being wonderful people 💕

learn to cope.

I’m so appreciative of the friends and mutuals who have reached out with advice, hard truths and support. I hope to work to gain everyone’s trust back in due time 🩷

Going forward, unless something is bigoted, I will no longer be seeking out or posting about drama. —

people as black and white entities. Everyone’s human, and deserves to show and act as such. Again, I really wanna bow my head in apology on how I’ve behaved.

I’m at a point where I’d love to come back, as I miss you all very much. Though I will still be limiting my time here to ensure I properly —

to offer an apology to everyone I’ve mistreated.

I’ve been working my hardest to focus on my recovery. I’ve realized just how my BPD is and I want to make sure I don’t revert to such a poor mental state, as no one deserved to have to deal with that. To keep it short: I’m working on not seeing —

I’ve taken the time to begin working on BPD through DBT and EMDR therapy.

I won’t dive into it too much, but I think it’s important for me to admit my BPD was not in check previously and I’ve hurt many people under such shield. While i don’t expect forgiveness, I hope in the future I’m able to —

issues, I bring a better attitude and mindset. If anyone wants to talk, my dms are open and you can ask for my discord too.

Thanks for all the kindness, but I need to do better to deserve that. 💗 I hope I can come back stronger and better for yall. Thank you.

I'm not mad at anyone. I don't really know where I'm going w this but I am truly and deeply sorry you have all had to witness my lapse in judgement and my shitty behavior.

Come Monday, I will be trying to limit my posting so I can focus on recovery. I hope I can improve and instead of bringing -

and have caused a great deal of stress to people who absolutely do not deserve it. i like to pride myself in being able to reign in my MH but I have not done that.

I need to get back on my meds, and into therapy, and just breathe. I have a lot of self reflection to continue doing but ultimately