just tastingg, hearing, feeeling the journey as a fully immersive experience? like do you know?

i feel young, finally

to just take everything in. REFRAMING. living for the fun. letting desire CALLLL me forward no second thought. not *thinking* the lessons. not living in my head or making sense of it. letting some things have meaning and others NONEE AT ALL. +

yea, it’s difficult to speak on because people think you’re advocating for it but no, we just understand how much it takes to fight.

in the book “how to go mad without losing your mind” they speak to the ancestors who chose to fly over the sea as an act of freedom and departure from this mess. can you blame them? can you shame them? can you say “no no no please stay” to a pain, especially one you actually know? no

when i see people who are gone, i can only give my respects because i truly understand. it feels like a comrade down, and respect for the fight. because i know it was

but i’d also say, i don’t blame you and i don’t shame you. i’d say it all

i surely wouldn’t tell myself to jump but instead, i’d say that i understand. that that desire is very real and understandably so because the world is just so ugly. and i think living in despite of it all IS true resistance when you actually yearn for departure

folks aren’t all the way..here .. on earth