Anyway. Gonna try to sleep now.

What if my body was right all along and it was everyone else telling me I’m reacting incorrectly to the situation that made me feel broken?

What if I’m not broken, but actually walking into a huge crowded cafeteria that’s unbearably loud and full of strong smells and incomprehensible social dynamics is actually horrific for an autistic 14 year old?

What if the terrifying things my body has told me to flee from were in fact wrong and bad for my weird little brain and it’s just that other people have been telling me I *should* feel safe?

And I scoffed at this because I have an anxiety disorder and my body tells me I’m about to be eaten by a lion when I’m going to enter a mildly uncomfortable social situation.

But what if I don’t have an anxiety disorder? What if I’m autistic?

Sure that makes me 41 I’ll allow it

Feel like that would take the fun out of it

I thought that was your mother

WAIT IS THAT ME WITH A FRUIT FLY COMING OFF ME ANNETTE

How did I miss this the first time. Am I even on there? Is that my cat? Is my cat on there but not me??? Hurtful.

Rage Against the Machine Learning