noone will read this but sorry for the crashout anyway, it helps me to just scream this into the void sorry

have i always been like this and noone just told me or do I look normal on the outside and people are actually that nice is it the way I act or speak or just blind luck how did I live this long i have no reason to exist

im not the only one right whats the point of me

Just wanna scream and then dissappear but I still keep going and why fkin why

Maybe it actually worked for an hour or two, but now I'm crashing, great! :D