You should!!!

and yes I'm bias as shit. Sue me. I'm not wrong though... sorry this was all causeded by one stupid cosplay vid I saw on the clock app I'll link here. Yes I am overreacting and no it's not important because it's just fiction but gahhhh!!!!!!! || || www.tiktok.com/t/ZPR7Bbh92/

"well I'm tired ima fuck off from being a god." I know it's a way oversimplification.. I'm just in my feels but gah!I needed to scream about it|my feelings are just real hurt that people like to make fun of Xiao like this baby isn't going through literal hell for a god who abandoned him...

To be fair yes, Rex did save Xiao from this other god who was starving him and making him devour people's dreams and kill.. and I'm not mad he asked Xiao to fight for him in return for his freedom. I'm mad he locked Xiao into an eternal, endless, painful battle that can never be won and then just..

It's got me all fucked up because Xiao doesn't deserve any of this.. baby is a bird. Literally, his original form is a white bird. Which is why he likes venti's flute music so much.

and fuck around with childe, and whoever the hell else.. and Xiao just.. still, STILL loves him and wants to protect his people and be a good soldier and general and fulfill his contract. But Rex just.. made him think he died, and then left to pursue his own happyness.. and it just...(c)

he just wants to protect them more than he cares about his own happiness. Because the karmic debt he is carrying FOR REX would cause them harm. Xiao lives every day in pain so great it has driven others MAD. And ziongle just... left him like this, so he could go off (c)

Xiao doesn't get to quit because if he does all of the people of Rex lapis's nation would die. He would have broken HIS contract.

Like why is anyone okay with this. We all smile and laugh and call Xiao edgie, and make fun of him for being anti social. But he LOVES PEOPLE he WANTS TO BE AROUND THEM

But fuck that was to much work so he FAKED HIS DEATH and didn't tell a single person. xiao saw his god abandon him to carry a burden ment for 4 other people to help with. And yeah like now Xiao knows that Rex didn't die he just decided to stop being a God. Which sounds great till you realize. (C)

He legit went to war, created a contract with Xiao. And the other yaksha, they all went to war for him. Went crazy for him died for him to protect HIS PEOPLE. And all this bitch had to do was come down once a fucking year to address his people. (C)

Well I'm fucking happy you get to ho enjoy pieceful days sipping fucking tea and talking al9ng the city streets, while you LEFT your ONLY remaining General to stay fighting every single fucking day the offspring of God's YOU fell for YOUR POWER. Which you just gave up.

Because really everyone talks about how ziongle needed a rest and all this other bullshit and ah it's so cute seeing him among his people and bla bla bla, and like.. idk.. it just be hitting me some kinda different today, but I had the thought of. (C)

Why does this just remind me of the art style used in like fruits basket and chobits? Very pretty