Just wrapped up filming for a short film that I am assistant director on. Onto post production now!

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#horror #indiefilm #studentfilm #psychologicalhorror #dallasfilm #practicaleffects #scary #analoghorror

Did this lighting setup today that I’m pretty proud of :)

#lighting #lightingideas #filmstudent #reachforthemoon #lightingsetup

I can’t think of a time in my life where I haven’t been replaceable. I’ve never been anyone’s number one. I never will be.

Putting this here feels nice because I hate having this thought bounce in my head with no where to vent. I get to be as melodramatic as I want without anyone I know knowing.

Realizing I’m on the aroace spectrum is half a relief and half the most dreadful thing ever. I badly want to love and be loved by someone but I feel nothing for anyone. I badly want to fall in love and experience all of the ups and downs of it but my brain simply says no.
#aroace #cupioromantic

Having a short film idea prompted by ai liked more than mine stung a bit. At least neither of us were chosen for the project

I sometimes worry I’m in school for the wrong thing. I love what I’m doing but there’s a high chance that it’ll be hard to find a good job in my field.
What matters more? Stability? Or enjoying what I do?

I either have the most upsetting nightmare ever or a dream so great that I hate living my life for the rest of the day because of how much it sucks in comparison. Is there an off switch on dreams?