Ahhh that's a good idea, thank u!!!!

/everywhere/ to think of a verbal answer that matches what he feels. The thrill and the need and the feeling of belongings.

okay with how intense it sounds. Very into it too.
When Langa says it, Adam gets closer and holds his waist.
"Let me worship you then," he says. His voice is deep and mostly a dangerous purr and Langa nods, because he's too busy feeling that voice +

burning bright inside of him, instead he follows. He says Langa is out of this world.
He is not the matador of love with him anymore, he's just him, toasting every mask aside.
He asks Langa one night that he is serious about /wanting/ him. He says /wanting/ him. And Langa realizes he's very, very +

the guilt, and not feel the necessity to say he's gonna feel better soon or that his father wouldn't like him to be sad or that he needs to let go or that it wasn't his fault.
And Adam doesn't say anything against it either when Langa gets awfully reckless just to feel the air and the emotions +

He can't really place what that is, but he's also terribly drawn to the man.
Langa feels like talking about his dad with him and so he does. The sad, ugly parts he feels in his chest even now and he can't bring himself to say to anyone else. Adam seems to get the sad, the ugly, the bitterness, +