really not proud of myself and how i completely let my depression take over me.
i've been not eating, rotting in bed all day everyday, i chose to lay in bed and cry instead of enjoying thanksgiving dinner with my bf and his family.
i keep fucking everything up and i don't know how to stop
i've been not eating, rotting in bed all day everyday, i chose to lay in bed and cry instead of enjoying thanksgiving dinner with my bf and his family.
i keep fucking everything up and i don't know how to stop
November 28, 2025 at 3:36 AM
really not proud of myself and how i completely let my depression take over me.
i've been not eating, rotting in bed all day everyday, i chose to lay in bed and cry instead of enjoying thanksgiving dinner with my bf and his family.
i keep fucking everything up and i don't know how to stop
i've been not eating, rotting in bed all day everyday, i chose to lay in bed and cry instead of enjoying thanksgiving dinner with my bf and his family.
i keep fucking everything up and i don't know how to stop
i am so tired of having to wake up and be me everyday. i don't know how much longer i can fucking do this
August 26, 2025 at 3:55 AM
i am so tired of having to wake up and be me everyday. i don't know how much longer i can fucking do this
the day the music died
August 15, 2025 at 11:45 PM
the day the music died
nothing like one of my least favorite holidays to spike my anxiety bc i hate loud noises
July 5, 2025 at 3:10 AM
nothing like one of my least favorite holidays to spike my anxiety bc i hate loud noises
let people fucking live & provide for their families. why does it bother you SO much what other people are doing when it literally has no direct effect on you???
June 12, 2025 at 4:36 AM
let people fucking live & provide for their families. why does it bother you SO much what other people are doing when it literally has no direct effect on you???
finding my mom's twitter account spewing hatred & being so far up orange boys ass makes me very glad that i am not the same.
i'd use my taser on an ICE agent if they tried fucking with any of my coworkers
i'd use my taser on an ICE agent if they tried fucking with any of my coworkers
June 12, 2025 at 4:35 AM
finding my mom's twitter account spewing hatred & being so far up orange boys ass makes me very glad that i am not the same.
i'd use my taser on an ICE agent if they tried fucking with any of my coworkers
i'd use my taser on an ICE agent if they tried fucking with any of my coworkers
officially not long distance anymore 🥹
WARRRRR ISSSS OVERRRRRRR
WARRRRR ISSSS OVERRRRRRR
May 25, 2025 at 9:11 PM
officially not long distance anymore 🥹
WARRRRR ISSSS OVERRRRRRR
WARRRRR ISSSS OVERRRRRRR
TOMORROW IS MOVING DAY
May 24, 2025 at 5:11 AM
TOMORROW IS MOVING DAY
clocking in to serve cunt at chilis today & had to let yall know
May 10, 2025 at 10:55 PM
clocking in to serve cunt at chilis today & had to let yall know
clocked out from a very stressful/overstimulating shift, cried for 20min in the car, came home to my roommate streaming which means he'll be live all night.
i just want a peaceful night sleep and that's hard enough w my insomnia let alone a "loud = funny" streamer
i just want a peaceful night sleep and that's hard enough w my insomnia let alone a "loud = funny" streamer
May 3, 2025 at 8:50 AM
clocked out from a very stressful/overstimulating shift, cried for 20min in the car, came home to my roommate streaming which means he'll be live all night.
i just want a peaceful night sleep and that's hard enough w my insomnia let alone a "loud = funny" streamer
i just want a peaceful night sleep and that's hard enough w my insomnia let alone a "loud = funny" streamer
Reposted by katelyn
i’m currently getting ready to go back in for my second day of work in a row post-op because i can’t afford to miss any hours with bills due. really not doing too hot at the moment, so any support on this means a lot to me. 🧡
Happy #BandcampFriday - all of my discography is pay-what-you-want, so if you want some cool emo-pop/pop-punk to add to your rotation, I’ve got some cool recommendations for you over at everender.com!
Everender
emo-pop by kez
mgmt/booking:
kez@roether.co
2018 - forever.
everender.com
May 2, 2025 at 1:35 PM
i’m currently getting ready to go back in for my second day of work in a row post-op because i can’t afford to miss any hours with bills due. really not doing too hot at the moment, so any support on this means a lot to me. 🧡
ahaha i can't wait to move!!! but at the same time i'm not financially ready to move!!!
May 2, 2025 at 1:02 AM
ahaha i can't wait to move!!! but at the same time i'm not financially ready to move!!!
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went to give my cat a kiss on her head and she opened her mouth and a bug flew out of it and into my mouth because I started laughing and i think that’s the first time that’s ever happened in the history of cats
April 23, 2025 at 5:02 AM
went to give my cat a kiss on her head and she opened her mouth and a bug flew out of it and into my mouth because I started laughing and i think that’s the first time that’s ever happened in the history of cats
cleaned out the car, did dishes, AND cleaned my room??
April 4, 2025 at 1:54 AM
cleaned out the car, did dishes, AND cleaned my room??
my roommates do such a good job at making me feel like i don't belong here :))) going to sleep my day away now
March 12, 2025 at 5:41 PM
my roommates do such a good job at making me feel like i don't belong here :))) going to sleep my day away now
played superliminal earlier & my boyfriend called me a good girl when i solved a puzzle on my own KNOWING the power that holds over me
i'm so in love
i'm so in love
March 11, 2025 at 8:47 AM
played superliminal earlier & my boyfriend called me a good girl when i solved a puzzle on my own KNOWING the power that holds over me
i'm so in love
i'm so in love
my mother (if you can even call her that) texted me out of the blue after months of no communication as if everything is fine and dandy
if i didn't have a box of very special & important stuff in her garage i'd just block & be totally done
if i didn't have a box of very special & important stuff in her garage i'd just block & be totally done
March 11, 2025 at 8:43 AM
my mother (if you can even call her that) texted me out of the blue after months of no communication as if everything is fine and dandy
if i didn't have a box of very special & important stuff in her garage i'd just block & be totally done
if i didn't have a box of very special & important stuff in her garage i'd just block & be totally done
whenever my man proposes to me i am going to either sob like an idiot or do the iconic debbie ryan ear tuck move
March 11, 2025 at 5:40 AM
whenever my man proposes to me i am going to either sob like an idiot or do the iconic debbie ryan ear tuck move
i miss my lil lover boy, i hope he knows i go to sleep every night hoping he wakes up & has the best day
March 5, 2025 at 7:19 AM
i miss my lil lover boy, i hope he knows i go to sleep every night hoping he wakes up & has the best day
i love when my anxiety tells me that my roommates hate me :)))
February 28, 2025 at 9:22 AM
i love when my anxiety tells me that my roommates hate me :)))
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hey, friends. I have an EP dropping in two days. it features songs I wrote over the last year and a half that didn’t make it onto any of my other releases and I’m really proud of them. please consider preordering it if you like emo-pop music. everender.bandcamp.com/album/trauma...
Trauma Bond EP, by Everender
5 track album
everender.bandcamp.com
February 26, 2025 at 7:26 PM
hey, friends. I have an EP dropping in two days. it features songs I wrote over the last year and a half that didn’t make it onto any of my other releases and I’m really proud of them. please consider preordering it if you like emo-pop music. everender.bandcamp.com/album/trauma...
i need a rage room and i need it STAT
February 27, 2025 at 4:46 AM
i need a rage room and i need it STAT
i have to work in 12 hours. i haven't slept. i can't bring myself to leave my bed to use the bathroom or eat. my depression is at an all time high and i just don't know what to do.
February 24, 2025 at 12:12 PM
i have to work in 12 hours. i haven't slept. i can't bring myself to leave my bed to use the bathroom or eat. my depression is at an all time high and i just don't know what to do.
divorce made me so hot, thanks for coming to my ted talk
February 17, 2025 at 8:09 PM
divorce made me so hot, thanks for coming to my ted talk