I wish I knew how to help you, give you some peace of mind. Some comfort in it all. Sending you so much love Dess. May the universe chill out for a while, may you get to have some fun in the near future, doing something you love. Hang in there.

You're not alone in missing things. I miss hearing your thoughts. I hardly know you, but I valued the things you have to say. And I'm sorry that you've been feeling so awful, no one deserves to have the world feel like it's crumbling around them, especially not over things they love.

Oh yeah, all the time, throughout my entire life span. There are mistakes from when I was like, 8, that will randomly pop into my head and haunt me like a ghost. And I often have to tell my brain to knock it off, I was EIGHT! I LEARNED from the event, I'd like to move on from it please.