I use duckduckgo for ao3!! It works great :P

OH. OKAY. THIS COMING UP AS I WAS TYPING. FUCK THE STARS GOD

the sun hit their face. It hurts so bad that I wasnt enough. And now I have to go grocery shopping and be fearful of both running into them and their new boyfriend, AND running into their mother who works there. My chest wants to give out. It hurts so bad

to go back to his place. I was begging them for just a little longer, and Im feeling that yearning right now. They weren't healthy to me but my body and my brain loved them so much. I never wanted anything back, I just wanted them to be mine. To be drowned in their perfume and see them glow when

was I so oblivious? I should've known we were going to break up. Every day I realize just how one sided our relationship was. And it makes it easier to let go but also so much harder. I still miss them. I think about the last time we kissed. It was after the break up, I didnt want them to leave,

FOR REAL LMFAO
(he does have a BUNCH of Japanese tattoos, like the language, including on his face, so at the very least I dont think he'd find my obsession w them and sk weird 🥺)

OMG THATS SO SILLY

I gotta give up my promotion bro im too unstable and disassociated, im in no place to be considered in any position of power. Also fuck my ex for triggering all of this to even start. I was doing so good GOD I WANNA GET BACK ON MY FEETTTTT

Its the way Im genuinely not a sensitive person and i can take critique well and improve, but SOMEONEEEE is and cant im.

Its surprisingly not bad, just chocolate-y which is ODDDD but I drank it still 🤷‍♂️