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🎰﹙ALT - DNI﹚
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having no affective empathy makes shit so much easier sometimes but then its also like awful every time i try to socialise like a person
December 20, 2025 at 5:49 PM
i might make a new alt and deact this one i am kind of feeling it

there comes a point where i have said much on here and would like to attempt being discreet
December 20, 2025 at 1:15 AM
i want my mother to like me
December 19, 2025 at 6:47 PM
having a ton of feelings and emotions which i would share if i wasnt getting all of them gatekept (cannot switch or be mentally ill when a parent is in any kind of proximity to me) (she is not in my house or anything) (great)
December 19, 2025 at 6:43 PM
December 19, 2025 at 6:38 PM
// ed

lowkey having ed bs resurface i cannot stop putting myself up against unattainable standards
December 19, 2025 at 6:29 PM
back home i had a bu1ld a bear cat plushie with a floral scent installed in its stomach so i could replicate the feeling of being with my cats + a pleasant smell for grounding. i think the smell has faded but even something like that would help
December 19, 2025 at 6:12 PM
im considering getting an essential oil diffuser for my room after talking with my therapist and being reminded smell helps with grounding, and for me it does majorly. im just not sure if im allowed to have one in my flat so i need to check with my landlord or in my agreement.
December 19, 2025 at 6:09 PM
have to take a shower today NO!!!
December 19, 2025 at 10:28 AM
im so tired
December 18, 2025 at 6:31 PM
i feel like i sound like this
December 17, 2025 at 7:48 PM
// nsfw

ho win the world am i supposed to be okay with not pulling cosntance she has gigantic boobs
December 17, 2025 at 7:06 PM
how ddoi uncement the belief that relationships are transactional
December 17, 2025 at 6:49 PM
IM so TIRED OF THIS GUY (nbh on b1uesky or anything)
December 17, 2025 at 6:48 PM
having no affective empathy + low cognitive empathy is so ass bruh because theres always some really obvious things im not putting together because i dont naturally understand other peoples feelings
December 17, 2025 at 6:35 PM
okay apparently i only crash out when theres unfounded claims against me but when someones upset at me for legitimate reasons i lock in and im like Yes. I undesrtand what i did wrong. I will do better. I am sorry. (i did not commit evilc rimes i am simply communicating with someone)
December 17, 2025 at 6:34 PM
we are crashing out again
December 17, 2025 at 6:28 PM
i fucking break down and lose it at everything i dont succeed at until my disease affects every little thing i dont win and im not competent enough for i just feel like the most incompetent person ever
December 17, 2025 at 6:27 PM
Always the wrong conditions starting conditions
December 17, 2025 at 6:24 PM
girl what the hell
December 17, 2025 at 5:43 PM
i hung out with mym om and we got thai food it was nice
December 16, 2025 at 10:02 PM
i awnt to see my mom pls
December 16, 2025 at 5:24 PM
there are so many reasons i could be tired hungry and cold and i do not know what is what. its probably some fucked up combo of malnutrition, hormones, and stress
December 16, 2025 at 5:23 PM
what si wrong with my body why am is o tired is it my new medicine
December 16, 2025 at 5:02 PM
friend encouraged me so i went to the convenicen shop and got a high protein snack hopefully this helps me today
December 16, 2025 at 4:01 PM