I remember the manga it was based on was pretty good but i havent read it in years 😅

I want to learn anatomy and do more than just faces but it's so confusing to me I have no idea where to even start. There are so many books and websites it's so overwhelming 😫

Yeah it was a meeting with my supervisor and the general manager.. my supervisor has children on the spectrum and she is so supportive and I love her for it. It's difficult to work and exist in spaces of higher ups filled with nuerotypical people, my brain is tired 😴

It came off in a way that was like "you are a big boy and we shouldn't have to explain things so that they are easier for you" even though without those explanations and help, I truly have a hard time understanding things. She assumed I had I'll intentions but I just didn't understand... 😞

I acknowledged the problem that they presented and expressed I would work on it, but even after that and asking for clarification, it hurt to hear. I know I'm almost 30 but that doesn't mean it's any easier to understand things haha. Thank you for your kind words 😊

a part of me was after was like "am I being /sensitive/ about this?" and I didn't have the answer, I don't know. I don't know..

"we shouldn't have to bottle feed you" I acknowledged that I needed to work on the thing they mentioned because I know I take responsibility for my actions but to be talked at like I was a stupid child or that I'm that stupid for pushing 30 was incredibly hard to sit and hear... idk anymore