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Kamini Bakehana, Resident Ghost OL
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Kamini @kamini.live · Aug 9
I am slowly getting settled in!

It may still be another month or two before I can return to any streaming activities.

In the meantime, feel free to join us in discord for To Be Hero X watch parties!

Miss you Salaryboos~
I like how I'm being told to peacock to keep my pay grade and because I'm a senior.

No, peacocking is how this shit is so shit that there's 3 different CUSTOM cloud platforms with 3 different CUSTOM authentication services in play.

I'm a senior because I value stability and pragmatic innovations.
November 14, 2025 at 7:44 AM
Shout out to the shit neighbor who decided to complain to management about smoking from our apartment.

Yea, good luck proving that considering we don't smoke.

I told them they can come to the apartment and search for proof if they'd like.
November 12, 2025 at 7:58 AM
Having dreams is only for the healthy and wealthy.

Sigh.
November 11, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Japan basically thinks it's better to risk reactivating TB, potentially a fatal version of it or death by kidney failure than treat glaucoma or macular edema side effects.

Guess I'm dying guys. I can't afford to move back to America so soon after moving to Japan to get my treatment.
November 10, 2025 at 8:35 AM
Also, we're attending Chiitans's birthday event too!! Eeee, my dream!! 💜
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November 7, 2025 at 12:44 PM
Getting to see #MCND this weekend makes me so happy.

I'm sad they haven't had a release in over a year but at least I'll get to see them live once 😭

I'm trying to see Hana, P1harmony, One Pact, and Creepy Nuts too.

I'm going to see Young Ji and Chanmina next month too!! 💜
November 7, 2025 at 12:43 PM
Won my very first crane game plushie, 200 yen!! Aka two tries.

Meet Marmy!

I didn't win the dratini after 1600 yen 😭
November 2, 2025 at 10:09 AM
Someone teach me how to lead a chill and boring life.

Everyone tells me my life's crazy.
November 1, 2025 at 12:23 PM
I'm also very tired of being shit on for being American. So much for diversity and inclusion.

At least I don't fucking lay over and defend shitty company policies because "culture differences". Global company my ass.

I clearly don't intend to stay with by the end of next year.

Fuck this man.
October 30, 2025 at 12:17 PM
I appreciate her attempt to commiserate but her at hospitals every week to get infertility treated but gave up & me being at hospitals trying to get adequate treatment for chronic panuveitis isn't the same.

Also, I can't give up.

I'm sorry I can't equate wanting kids to not being blind.
October 30, 2025 at 12:13 PM
Sometimes my manager says shit that pisses me off.

I told her it's fucked up salaries can get deducted 10% if you underperform once but you cannot get 10% raise unless you put in 200% & 100% means no salary change.

Then she counters with, "You get laid off or fired in US"
October 30, 2025 at 12:07 PM
Japan, the land that puts a strand of hydrocodone in their OTC cold medicines because they don't believe in sick time and alcoholism is normalized.

And their version of corticosteroid eye drops have photophobia side effects.

I miss my US drugs for my eyes 😭
October 27, 2025 at 10:29 AM
My symptoms are mild when I take eye drops. But the inflammation never goes away completely. New doctors dismiss me, tell me it's not bad.

Now I'm going without my meds, letting what could damage my retina run rampant just so these fucks with their medical degrees will fucking listen to me.
October 26, 2025 at 11:20 AM
I'm tired of having a rare disease. Presumed ocular tuberculosis is the bane of my existence.

Japanese ophthalmologists have been terrible.

Tomorrow will be the 3rd hospital.

I'm tired. I'm in pain. My vision is blurry. Please. Import my steroid implant already.

And there's no sick time here.
October 26, 2025 at 11:18 AM
Dear America,

As an expat with chronic conditions and had minimum $5k/year medical expenses who now only spends about 1/4th of that, let me tell you, ACA is super important.

Tell your republican senators to stop being a dick. EVERYONE deserves healthcare, even if you're a healthy individual.
October 8, 2025 at 11:04 PM
The one thing I love about browsing photos of places in Google Maps is seeing the sure and steady increase of prices LOL

Mannn. You telling me this gigantic ramen bowl used to be only 800yen?! And now it's 1000?!

It's like seeing the abandoned gas stations with old prices still up on the signs.
October 3, 2025 at 3:50 AM
Can confirm, lying on tatami mats when part of the new office is amazing.

Soon, I hope everything calms down so I'm not running mental marathons about every single thing I need to do in addition to adjusting to the new work culture and team.
September 30, 2025 at 8:30 AM
I had a revelation about why I'm so bad at stairs:

When I was in the womb, the person was pushed down the stairs.

I WAS CURSED BEFORE BIRTHHHHH

Jokes aside, knee injuries in adulthood sucks.
September 23, 2025 at 2:08 AM
I laugh and put up a front, but holy shit, have I felt like nothing's gone right since deciding to move to Japan.

I'm always so mentally and physically exhausted.

I can't catch a break.
September 17, 2025 at 7:34 AM
I lost my sense of taste. Ah.

The likelihood of COVID is unparalleled.

Imma sucker punch whoever got me sick.
September 12, 2025 at 12:44 PM
Me, on the 2nd day of being sick.

"WHY AM I STILL SICK?!"

Dont look at me for googling how long it takes to recover

I think I expect too much from this aging soul

Ive only gotten sick like this in Japan, I got sick last time too :( My barely existing immune system is taking a beating out here.
September 12, 2025 at 11:07 AM
Literally the 1-2-combo.

Cant talk and can't move.

IM RESTING OKAY.
September 10, 2025 at 5:42 PM
When my body tells me to rest, and I won't.

Then it literally forces me with a sore throat and muscles are literally stiffening preventing my full range of locomotion.

Also, the doctor looked at all my bruises and was like, incredulously, "it doesn't hurt?" No...
September 10, 2025 at 1:59 AM
Thank youuu 💜

I'm safe. I'm super tired. What was supposed to be a 5hr trip turned into a 9hr one.
September 5, 2025 at 11:22 AM
I'm never booking a shinkansen during a typhoon...

TO BE FAIR, I PLANNED THIS IN AUGUST 😭😭😭

HOW COULD I HAVE NOON TYPHOON 15 WOULD STRAND ME IN A RANDOM JR STATION?!!?
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September 5, 2025 at 2:48 AM