and the test was on CRITICAL THINKING mind you. and i did GREAT on the midterm and felt confident ASF while taking the post-test. so genuinely i think i just started losing brain cells for the past few months

shaking her shoulders like JUST GIVE IT TO ME STRAIGHT and shes like Dude i cant and im like JUST DO IT PLEASE(frothy spit beet red face)

she said yes but reminded me she cant diagnose that like fuhhh true girl then i hope we come to the conclusion that it's not a possibility cuz i want a solid answer YESTERDAY even if that answer is NO !!!!

literally like My brain acts as a Wave of sorts 😼... like ok then explain the photoelectric effect 😭😭😭😭😭😭💀💀💀💀🔥🔥🔥

this is probably how einstein felt when he suggested the photon model and all the weird behaviors of light started making sense. except that MY discovery is WAY more high stakes and world-changing tbh

all the 'obvious' symptoms to me are the ones that i've done my best to hide and that have caused me a lot of pain. so im like WHAT do you know ........ 😿😿😿

"idk" after saying the most obvious thing ever MAN WTE SHUT UP 😭

it's just been repeatedly traumatizing and looking back on it makes me sad and angry idk

- could be due to an invisible barrier ive had and always will have between me and a majority of other ppl no matter how hard ive tried and how badly ive wanted it since forever is like scary idk

all my autistic friends who clocked me plus my autistic peer at school who assumed i was also autistic after only a week of seeing how i interact with the world ..... you may have possibly just won this round .......

bruh. god i think everyone was right 😭😭😭

its weird because i never related to a lot of major autism symptoms but the current understanding of audhd fills in literally all of the blanks

no worries sorry your therapists were shit 😔

- at the age of 24 through a majority of my athletic college career with 20 injuries my PT started telling me i should let my professors know i have suspected scoliosis and would need accommodations