Me with figure skating 🫱🏻‍🫲🏼

I could see myself do both sooo

Inside me theres two wolves-

it’s expensive but pretty flowers / other non rollercoaster stuff and nice food places with fun foods and soft drinks
But i mean if you feel like it its worth a second chance 🙂‍↕️

I mean theres a train now from swiss to there sooo might as well!!! Its more then just the rollercoasters so yk its worth it 🙂‍↕️

Dare I say i might just watch the worlds championships from the last few years back to back until i get tired and fall asleep bc wtf is this anxiety and stress level rn svhajkajaa my body is not having any of it lol

I’m fucking trying my hardest BUT THEY ACTIVELY CHOSE TO DO THE SAME i am so done with trying someone just fucking stop this i can’t anymore

That something is off. I just can’t keep running after people like that and YOU KNOW EXACTLY THAT EVERY FUCKING PERSON IN MY LIFE DID THAT AND HOW MUCH I HATE IT so WHY?!??? WHY you actively choose to do it??? I am so done with trying to live and have any form of social interaction ffs

You didn’t think you could tell me to shut up or that you need time / distance even though I always say you can tell me just that bc i KNOW people need that and i am always fine with it SO WHY CANT YOU JUST FUCKING TELL ME and actively do things you know i hate and you KNOW I CAN TELL 3)

To them about the little things i enjoy each day in hopes they do the same and we can just distract each other from the mess of life. Like i am trying to help you talk to me to be interesting and for you to not have to be the first to talk and yet here you are and do things you know i hate just bc2)