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@kakusei.bsky.social
she/her ⋅ 26┊i7 • FGO • FE • GBF • AK • ALNST┊currently busy with my master's degree
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Wow I only went on to follow an artist so this took me by surprise LOL thank you for remembering and for always greeting me every year 🥹
I'm still on discord btw! We're friends there? Aren't you astreia?
I'm still on discord btw! We're friends there? Aren't you astreia?
May 7, 2025 at 2:25 AM
Wow I only went on to follow an artist so this took me by surprise LOL thank you for remembering and for always greeting me every year 🥹
I'm still on discord btw! We're friends there? Aren't you astreia?
I'm still on discord btw! We're friends there? Aren't you astreia?
Oh but I'll be in touch on discord... to those who are still waiting for some replies from me 🙇🏻♀️
January 10, 2025 at 5:46 AM
Oh but I'll be in touch on discord... to those who are still waiting for some replies from me 🙇🏻♀️
@bananly.bsky.social started playing fgo?
January 9, 2025 at 8:53 PM
@bananly.bsky.social started playing fgo?
I guess, for now, I'm going to register for another course... I'm taking 4 right now, but I'll get another one. And then figure out from there until the course drop deadline in 2 weeks. Of course that means I have to study for 5 courses AGAIN... but I should have a decision by next Wednesday I think
January 9, 2025 at 7:58 PM
I guess, for now, I'm going to register for another course... I'm taking 4 right now, but I'll get another one. And then figure out from there until the course drop deadline in 2 weeks. Of course that means I have to study for 5 courses AGAIN... but I should have a decision by next Wednesday I think
This is also why I didn't go for a math major back then... I have no confidence things will go well enough for me to be able to study. This is so annoying 😭
January 9, 2025 at 7:52 PM
This is also why I didn't go for a math major back then... I have no confidence things will go well enough for me to be able to study. This is so annoying 😭
It's also kind of funny when I think about some of my online friends who have stuck with me for years now. Said they never saw me happy and that I'm always busy studying or working. I'm sorry and thank you for being my friend 😭🙏
January 9, 2025 at 3:42 AM
It's also kind of funny when I think about some of my online friends who have stuck with me for years now. Said they never saw me happy and that I'm always busy studying or working. I'm sorry and thank you for being my friend 😭🙏
It's hard to stay hopeful, to be honest. I think about how I've been unhappy my whole life and that I don't see any possible improvement even in the next 2-3 years. And I could just catch covid and die any time. It makes me wonder what's the point of even trying. No choice because I'm still alive rn
January 9, 2025 at 3:39 AM
It's hard to stay hopeful, to be honest. I think about how I've been unhappy my whole life and that I don't see any possible improvement even in the next 2-3 years. And I could just catch covid and die any time. It makes me wonder what's the point of even trying. No choice because I'm still alive rn
Anyway. I've been like this for a few years now. It's a bit surprising that I still manage to be functional at school and at work, but I don't know for how long I can keep this up... I hope I'll be able to recover one day but I also found out that cptsd reduced your lifespan by at least 20 years lol
January 9, 2025 at 3:37 AM
Anyway. I've been like this for a few years now. It's a bit surprising that I still manage to be functional at school and at work, but I don't know for how long I can keep this up... I hope I'll be able to recover one day but I also found out that cptsd reduced your lifespan by at least 20 years lol
I also thought I was just a terrible person at replying to DMs and needed to try harder to have energy but recently found out that cptsd causes you to not have energy or motivation ever because all that energy goes into survival mode, even when your abusers aren't around.
January 9, 2025 at 3:36 AM
I also thought I was just a terrible person at replying to DMs and needed to try harder to have energy but recently found out that cptsd causes you to not have energy or motivation ever because all that energy goes into survival mode, even when your abusers aren't around.
I had plans to go out, games I wanted to play, books I wanted go read, shows I wanted to watch, etc. In the end, I was only able to play one game and that's about it. 😭
January 9, 2025 at 3:33 AM
I had plans to go out, games I wanted to play, books I wanted go read, shows I wanted to watch, etc. In the end, I was only able to play one game and that's about it. 😭
Honestly, it wasn't even planned. I pretty much shut down when the school semester ended because I was so tired from 5 masters courses with group work, and I didn't have to pretend to be normal because my family is on a trip. I pretty much just spent the break being mentally ill 😂
January 9, 2025 at 3:31 AM
Honestly, it wasn't even planned. I pretty much shut down when the school semester ended because I was so tired from 5 masters courses with group work, and I didn't have to pretend to be normal because my family is on a trip. I pretty much just spent the break being mentally ill 😂