I don't think they'd care for it besides shrugging and moving on with their life but thinking of myself as an empty space does make me feel bad. for some reason. I wonder why

they stood this close, what they were thinking about back then. what if it was Jon who then kissed Elias, so starved for touch and just acting impulsively. what if Elias froze for a second before kissing him back. pulling Jon back in when he finally realized what he did. what if

what if Jon gripped the lapels of Elias' suit, getting closer to yell at his face for leaving him with the Circus. what if Elias put his hand on Jon's face in a way that meant to be patronizing but was too tender bcs he too is relieved to see Jon again. what if they both thought about the last time

Jon is a stress toy. squeeze until he cries etc etc

he is size of one ciggarette

I saw a post that said that Jon was just clocking in for the paycheck and not taking the job seriously (because his body is an "anachronistic weirdo" <- inaccurate btw) and I am just. no! he was recording a statement literally at 6 am. do you think it's a behaviour of someone who doesn't care

Jon being seduced by his boss who is twice his age 😳 and then turned into a beautiful monster by him 😳

terminal velocity is the worst of those 💀and "eyetrauma" is. a real world thing. I saw the argument that jonelias isn't "accurate" since it's Jonah and not Elias 💀 anyway. I don't understand the need to renamed long established ship names that are clear and concise

so real 😔 this is why I stick to time traveling Jonah being the third, the only one to match the freak. or Daisy (the general vibe of that one twelfth night promo with Anne Hathaway). peter is on thin ice and I. really dislike mrtin