i should km/s sorry for ranting in gonna go read yaoi to soothe myself

i hate the labels i dont liek trans i dont like ftm i want to be a real boy😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

also i hate that whatever i do i will still have female genitals and boobs even if i do top surgery like the scars will be there and be PROOF that i WAS a girl.... you hsoyld be able to change sex when you reach 21 or soemhting

i still like cute things like hachiware tho i just want to be a boy and be free from society's standards and expectations from women and also not have boobs

and i keep being excluded from thungs like if i was a boy my brother would bring a cigar for me to smoke togetger during ny.. or we would go smoke cig together.. now he just bans me from doing it bc im a GIRL. im excluded from the brotherly activities

mom's friend keeps calling my brothers handsome... not me

my boobs ruin the fit, i wear my black thun jacket even if it's cold bc pink makes me all girly and i look bad

constantly being reminded that the things i do aren't ladylike... I GREW UP WITH 2 OLDER BROTHETS WHAT DO U EXPECT..

oomf you're gonna be so disappointed... i live in indonesia.. but this is what i usually eat

apparently ayam brand products are from singapore so maybe they're available in asian markets?

i just get the curry flavour and eat straight from can😭 my mom usually adds onion to kill the fishy smell

just do strength training 3x a week and some cardio (light is ok!).. im not a gymbro but i like watching science based gymbro content and my favs are j3ff n1ppard and dr. m1ke isra4etel!

dumb question but what does that do? ik t pills but i've never heard of t gel

i hate dni it's sooo dumb like no one cares enough to check someone's dni before interacting.. blocking the account you don't like is wayy easier and stress free

im following his footsteps everytime i eat i thinl of him

buffet = opportunity to b/p uuyggghh i hate having this minset too

my alcohol is tea and my cig is lemon soda