ALSO (maybe) personal projects. i want to make something for me

also video games, i have a long list of games i want to buy and play as soon as expo is over. we will be yapping

gotcha gotcha, have fun!! :>

im so sorry, i fell asleep this morning 💀. I hope your friends were able to assist u! if they didnt, let me know, i’d be happy to help within the next like 12~ hours before i probably fall asleep again lol.

late seein this but do u still need trade assistance?

it’s actually making me want to buy Three Houses. when I originally played that one (twice) I had borrowed it from a friend. and never bought it for myself despite loving it because it never goes on sale. but playing Engage has made me realize it would be worth paying full price for 3H

ever since my arm fucked up, pain went up, and my ability to function and work became much slower, my mental health has taken a huge huge hit. i want to feel like me again, but alas, intrusive thoughts too loud to ignore. doing my best regardless, and trying to isolate just enough not to bother

but my actual hand, it hurts always and is tingly often, struggle to grip or apply pressure. making it difficult to do most anything. i am doing the things anyway tho because idk how to rest, and when i try i feel really really bad mentally. doctor pls have a cancellation soon so i can go ;-;

it’s just weird cuz when it started, my upper arm muscle just started freaking out and tightening up and hurting really bad in waves. but then it went down and now i have a spot on my forearm that the pain is concentrated in, feels tight. so i tape ice packs to it since pain meds dont work.

i thought it was weird that its in my non dominant hand, but i do a lot of gripping with this hand for sewing and gundam. so it makes sense anyway. also its the arm that got injured a million years ago so i wondered if that had anything to do with it too

my doctor does not have availability until june so i just have to sit and wonder for a bit, cross my fingers (lol) that it doesnt get bad enough to require urgent care. but online it says carpal tunnel can be caused by rheumatoid arthritis so that makes sense.

i had a lot of fun working yesterday cuz i did stuff that let me just stand up the whole time, and i had a little rhythm going between the machine and the cutting table. and listening to music. as long as i dont sit down i can pretty much stay ok. but when i sit still i feel everything

same same

maybe i should get more baby ones and paint them fun colors. (after my other paint plans)