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DEMAIN VIENDRA
@just-sasha.bsky.social
so it goes

they/them/she/her, 33 y.o, second guitarist for @picklebucketoh. 10/29/2024 💊🏳️‍⚧️💊🏳️‍⚧️
and i hope and i pray,
that you Are okay,

but i wouldn’t mind
if you laid down and Died
November 19, 2025 at 2:50 PM
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Hey. Breaking my hiatus for a moment. I got into a car accident today. I’m just here to plug my ko-fi bc honestly. I’m not sure how much this is going to be. Physically, other than the chronic pain I already deal with, I’m okay. Mentally is a different story. ko-fi.com/verra
October 8, 2025 at 1:29 PM
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✦ Papaver ✦
October 7, 2025 at 3:26 PM
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I have received an eviction notice today. I work full time right now, but with the type of work I do and the timing on everything, I'm unable to stabalize. Don't have anywhere to go. Anything would help.
After 11 months of unemployment I finally got a job, but my pay is reduced for the first few and I currently cannot afford bills because of that. Anything would help while I struggle my way through capitalism. My apartment is at risk due to timing.

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October 8, 2025 at 1:38 AM
it baffles me that to this day the nintendo switch eshop is so beyond nonfunctional
October 7, 2025 at 1:02 AM
my one year anniversary of starting hrt is soon….. i should do something special.
October 6, 2025 at 12:41 AM
i’m so tired
September 29, 2025 at 9:42 PM
good morning i woke up to discover that my dog has an ear infection all of my work drive is out the window
September 29, 2025 at 1:21 PM
just gained access to wall-cling/wall-jumping in silksong and felt the purest of joy and i had a similar but less intense reaction when the same happened in original HK

idk what it is about wall jump shenanigans in games but it activates something in my brain
September 29, 2025 at 2:42 AM
September 26, 2025 at 8:24 PM
over 11gb of this ipad’s storage is dedicated to the os. all attempts at making space leads to more
bloat which is preventing me from installing the update that also needs 11gb of storage that i don’t have cuz deleting things causes
available space to go down

i don’t even like ipads why am i
September 26, 2025 at 5:29 PM
why is deleting duplicate photos on ipad causing the photos app to take up More space. this is backwards.
September 26, 2025 at 5:17 PM
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a girl like me can't live without her standing medium punch
September 25, 2025 at 6:33 PM
i think it’s time to try linux once more. i played with ubuntu in college and didnt really stick with it but i think given recent times (my laptop snuck win 11) i need to explore again
September 25, 2025 at 6:33 PM
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September 22, 2025 at 5:08 PM
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Genuinely powerful words to live by.
September 22, 2025 at 1:58 AM
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You, me, and other interested parties
September 22, 2025 at 1:48 PM
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sketch - memento💍
September 14, 2025 at 5:00 AM
my world is shrinking
September 17, 2025 at 12:17 PM
some percentage of me is screaming at myself to write, which i havent done in a month, while another percentage is screaming at myself to read anything on my shelf, which has like 7 new books i got all in one day

both sides are losing to the third one that wants to make loud noises on strings
September 16, 2025 at 11:31 PM
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As I’ve gotten older, I’ve had brief moments of hesitation about my “childish joys”.. but I know in my heart that those joys are so vitally important to survive.

There is no need to hesitate on your own happiness.

Dive in.
September 15, 2025 at 3:33 PM
post accidental 4-hour nap depression
September 15, 2025 at 4:39 AM
playing old modest mouse songs while my audience of one cuddles up against me just another sunday
September 14, 2025 at 9:32 PM
if my joy reads as an invitation to talk about your misery, and you then blame me for that misery, that’s a failure on your part not mine i’m sorry.
September 13, 2025 at 10:50 PM
i was never super active on twitter because i didn’t consider my life interesting enough to share, and so it should be no surprise that on bluesky, the twitter clone, i am once again not that active
September 13, 2025 at 8:53 PM