every person in the world real or fiction is united by the subconscious and deeply embedded desire to be a henshin hero even if they themselves dont realize it yet

TL;DR
Used to be:
Art I love-> The filter of purpose/expectation of art I love-> the experience of the art I love.

Now I want:
Art I love-> The art I will create -> the experience of the art I love->-------^

Im tired of waiting tho, I will replace the filter via BRUTE FORCE today.

Ive just switched the burden of the "Call of Purpose". I think with this im not longer directionless tho. I know exactly where the art I will create will fit. Right between the stuff I love to experience and the expectation that art will create change in me or the world.

That is wrong tho, experiencing art can inspire, ive been there. But consuming art with the expectation of it turning me into an artist/someone else someday is a prison. Without that space, that gap in expectation, I wont have any reason to express through art.

Have you heard of Lunar Legend, its a bit formulaic in the RPG sense, but its a great game!
There is also Lufia: Ruins of Lore, the battle system's got a good bit more going on, once you get a good bit in, it surprised me how much there was.

Yo! o/