Julian :3
julijag.bsky.social
Julian :3
@julijag.bsky.social
Jaguar, history nerd, Twitter refugee, unapologetically queer, He/him, 31.

PFP by the wonderful @wolfbane.bsky.social
Still crazy to me that these are more reliable than most of the Red Line and they're at least 20 years older
December 20, 2025 at 6:45 PM
He really thinks he's like a combat vet or something when he's a 58 year old man with that ridiculous pfp spending all his time arguing about how every game character should be a white anime woman supermodel with huge tits.

It's so deeply embarrassing. "Gamers," without any irony.
December 18, 2025 at 2:02 PM
If his takeaway from Gamers calling him soy, Jewish as a pejorative etc. is that Gamers aren't just all nazis these days then he's probably just really stupid, which would explain why he's all in on AI
December 18, 2025 at 1:52 AM
Vavra's such a strange person, like, I don't have a problem with someone wanting to make a game that is very historically accurate, but he also seems to be willfully ignorant of what a "capital G Gamer" is these days. Even when grifters like ShartJT went at him for saying that nazis were bad
December 18, 2025 at 1:50 AM
It's hard not to doomer about all this because I feel like every tech company is going to push AI in to everything, but from what I understood Mozilla wasn't a really great company in the first place, it's just that that all didn't bleed in to Firefox that much until now I guess
December 17, 2025 at 3:11 AM
I don't know why I started crying when I tried to go to sleep, but I'm glad that I did if it means that things will start changing.
If I don't end up falling asleep before I get the chance to, I'm gonna go out and get myself breakfast. I couldn't even remember the last time I had it before insomnia.
December 15, 2025 at 11:37 AM
I started trying to write some Medium blogs before. They were more focused on a subject, but even then I only ever wrote one of them before stopping. I want to change that. I want to write about my life, about what I'm thinking about and what I feel deserves to be written about.
December 15, 2025 at 11:22 AM
And I don't really know what to do. Part of the reason I'm doing this now is like an open-air brainstorm for how I can fix this. Insomnia has some bad physical side effects that I want to avoid, and part of my musing on how I feel is an attempt to rectify that.
December 15, 2025 at 11:19 AM
It just sucks. I've laughed recently. I've had fun recently. I've made some strides recently in trying to find work for myself. I haven't felt happy though. I don't think I've felt happy in at least over a month now. When the fleeting fun ends, the deep sadness I carry around creeps in.
December 15, 2025 at 11:18 AM
I used to brush off anxiety and ADHD when I was younger, because other people offered more structure for my life, but what was once just a lone cirrus fibratus has become a huge, thunderous cumulonimbus that runs a tornado over any fleeting moment of motivation I have.
December 15, 2025 at 11:13 AM
For as obviously great as it is to have a roof over my head, it often times feels like a prison, but one where I have the key and I don't feel like I deserve to open the cell door. So I just end up watching the snow come down from the window.
December 15, 2025 at 11:04 AM
It just snowed here recently. I love the snow. I love how it feels when I walk on it. I didn't go outside today. I keep telling myself I should fix my sleep schedule, but I just start thinking about things I should do and I just can't, at least not until 9AM or so because my body gives out.
December 15, 2025 at 11:01 AM
(also it's obviously not their fault that they won everything, it's an award show and they don't choose that for themselves)
December 14, 2025 at 6:30 PM
It's mostly game award stuff, them shutting out other indie titles like Silksong and Hades and a ton of people saying that it might actually be the greatest game ever made fanning the flames.

Which... is it actually one of the best ever? Not really in to JRPGs myself so I don't think I'd like it
December 14, 2025 at 6:29 PM
I understand what it means now and I don't think I could recommend you anything sorry
December 13, 2025 at 8:26 PM
I kinda get the last two going together but not Fireflies, pls elaborate because I may also like slurm music yet can't define what it is
December 13, 2025 at 8:14 PM
This guy and the hanasaka aryan guy have to be some of the most embarrassing people on that site. Idk how X nazis unironically get marching orders from the "who's a white supremacist, who's actually white" poster boy and this dude talking about waifus when he's got an an anime toddler for a pfp
December 11, 2025 at 5:14 PM
Between shit like this, Kalshi (a CNN partner now) trying to monetize every single aspect of our lives through betting, and AI being crammed in to everything just to keep the AI bubble hype going, it really is just grotesquely anti-human in a way tech hasn't been to this extent before.
December 10, 2025 at 6:37 PM
It's like when Joyce Carol Oates called Elon out for (paraphrasing) not enjoying anything in life, not having any hobbies that weren't just performative, and his solution to that was to just go to random tweets talking about films or TV shows and replying to them with "nice" or "great movie"
December 10, 2025 at 6:34 PM
His brain's like a magic 8 ball with "maybe instead of 40 dolls you can have 2," "groceries, a beautiful but old fashioned term" and "i've solved 8 wars, perhaps many more" being the only things in that dementia addled void
December 10, 2025 at 6:48 AM
"raaaah me big strong man me hit brown person with stick me big strong" to "nooo it wasn't me i'm baby it was him he did it! he did it!!!! not me!!!!!"

No one is as embarrassing as Elon is but Kegbreath comes pretty close, the faux alpha male (neo-nazi) warrior posturing from him is pathetic
December 2, 2025 at 8:10 PM