i know he wouldn’t do that for me though. when they do things he gives her his full undivided attention, but when it’s me i’m always just in the background or hidden and it gives me a bad feeling. he really hurt my feelings with that. maybe it’s stupid idk

this hurt my feelings a lot because we’ve planned this forever, but we’re long distance AND the last time i went it wasn’t nearly a date with someone else, but it was with family and i took pictures the whole time so he could feel like he was part of it

animal crossing, happy home designer, and style savvy!!

thank you sweetness 🩷

what’s this app? o:

also!! at the ER they rx’d me gabapentin and naproxen for my pain which is gonna be SOOOO nice because i’ve been struggling!

i’m so happy to see progress! this week was so hard because i had appointments almost every day, but i really pushed thru and im ready to enjoy my long weekend

UPDATE: appointments with my GP and immunologist are scheduled for THREE MONTHS OUT!!! this is a big deal for me as i’ve been going every week or two! The only thing i have to worry about RIGHT NOW is seeing an orthopedist to fix my knee and (fingers crossed) that will solve my freaky labs

thank you angel 🩷
i’m definitely going to talk to him about it because it’s weird to me 😭

YES he has a girl roommate! he’s a sweetheart and she’s really nice so like maybe he doesn’t realize it but that kind of thing is so weird and doesn’t sit right with me

i MUST romanticize every aspect of my life, even trips to the emergency room

am i crazy or would you be jealous too?

like oh i didn’t hear from you for a while bc she wanted to do something so you dropped everything WE were doing to do something with her?? oh???

he also doesn’t think the Big C is necessarily the problem and he wants to make sure my GP knows to check something else first before sending me to the oncologist 😭 i’m so happy