mari | hawks depression
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it’s irresistible
October 21, 2024 at 5:18 AM
it’s irresistible
#gen + lov + #hawks / #keigotakami angst
living weapon keigo taken from the hpsc by the league
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eating as fast as possible, trying to do it quietly, hunched over his food ➜ one of them asking him “are you okay?”
“yes, sorry, i’m so sorry- i’m, i’m done. what do you need me to do?”
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living weapon keigo taken from the hpsc by the league
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eating as fast as possible, trying to do it quietly, hunched over his food ➜ one of them asking him “are you okay?”
“yes, sorry, i’m so sorry- i’m, i’m done. what do you need me to do?”
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October 20, 2024 at 8:54 PM
, staying out of the way, going as far as staying at the edges of the room, hunching over, making sure his feathers & wings don’t flutter or attract attention.
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fin (repost from twt)
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fin (repost from twt)
October 20, 2024 at 8:53 PM
, staying out of the way, going as far as staying at the edges of the room, hunching over, making sure his feathers & wings don’t flutter or attract attention.
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fin (repost from twt)
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fin (repost from twt)
or during mundane, every day tasks. he was raised as a weapon, he doesn’t know how to wash dishes or sweep or dust. or microwave food.
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eventually he gets as comfortable as he’s able with the league & becomes terrified of losing it, so he tries to become practically invisible
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eventually he gets as comfortable as he’s able with the league & becomes terrified of losing it, so he tries to become practically invisible
October 20, 2024 at 8:53 PM
or during mundane, every day tasks. he was raised as a weapon, he doesn’t know how to wash dishes or sweep or dust. or microwave food.
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eventually he gets as comfortable as he’s able with the league & becomes terrified of losing it, so he tries to become practically invisible
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eventually he gets as comfortable as he’s able with the league & becomes terrified of losing it, so he tries to become practically invisible
blanket. getting a snack.
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keigo never says no to anyone, if they ask him something he will immediately stop what he’s doing to complete the task he was ordered to do.
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always checking to see if he did something wrong.
asking “is this right?” “did i do it right?” after
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keigo never says no to anyone, if they ask him something he will immediately stop what he’s doing to complete the task he was ordered to do.
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always checking to see if he did something wrong.
asking “is this right?” “did i do it right?” after
October 20, 2024 at 8:53 PM
blanket. getting a snack.
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keigo never says no to anyone, if they ask him something he will immediately stop what he’s doing to complete the task he was ordered to do.
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always checking to see if he did something wrong.
asking “is this right?” “did i do it right?” after
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keigo never says no to anyone, if they ask him something he will immediately stop what he’s doing to complete the task he was ordered to do.
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always checking to see if he did something wrong.
asking “is this right?” “did i do it right?” after
the room.
keigo responds solemnly, “if that’s what you want me to do.” bc he doesn’t know how to believe them on his own.
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holding his breath out of fear & anxiety when he does something without asking permission. making himself a drink, sitting on the couch, using a
keigo responds solemnly, “if that’s what you want me to do.” bc he doesn’t know how to believe them on his own.
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holding his breath out of fear & anxiety when he does something without asking permission. making himself a drink, sitting on the couch, using a
October 20, 2024 at 8:52 PM
the room.
keigo responds solemnly, “if that’s what you want me to do.” bc he doesn’t know how to believe them on his own.
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holding his breath out of fear & anxiety when he does something without asking permission. making himself a drink, sitting on the couch, using a
keigo responds solemnly, “if that’s what you want me to do.” bc he doesn’t know how to believe them on his own.
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holding his breath out of fear & anxiety when he does something without asking permission. making himself a drink, sitting on the couch, using a
he’s freaking out. he’s gonna get punished. he’s gonna hurt. he’s gonna get thrown away. he’s a broken toy.
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flinching back from compress. apologizing immediately. “i’m not going to hurt you, dear boy.”
“i- i know. i’m sorry.”
“do you believe us?” dabi asks from across
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flinching back from compress. apologizing immediately. “i’m not going to hurt you, dear boy.”
“i- i know. i’m sorry.”
“do you believe us?” dabi asks from across
October 20, 2024 at 8:52 PM
he’s freaking out. he’s gonna get punished. he’s gonna hurt. he’s gonna get thrown away. he’s a broken toy.
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flinching back from compress. apologizing immediately. “i’m not going to hurt you, dear boy.”
“i- i know. i’m sorry.”
“do you believe us?” dabi asks from across
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flinching back from compress. apologizing immediately. “i’m not going to hurt you, dear boy.”
“i- i know. i’m sorry.”
“do you believe us?” dabi asks from across
crushed on the couch. he’s still stiff.
freaking out when dabi points it out, “i’m relaxed! i’m doing the, the relaxing thing! i’ve got this leg crossed over this one just like you- i! i don’t- what am i doing wrong?!”
he’s not following the protocol they set for ‘relaxing’
freaking out when dabi points it out, “i’m relaxed! i’m doing the, the relaxing thing! i’ve got this leg crossed over this one just like you- i! i don’t- what am i doing wrong?!”
he’s not following the protocol they set for ‘relaxing’
October 20, 2024 at 8:51 PM
crushed on the couch. he’s still stiff.
freaking out when dabi points it out, “i’m relaxed! i’m doing the, the relaxing thing! i’ve got this leg crossed over this one just like you- i! i don’t- what am i doing wrong?!”
he’s not following the protocol they set for ‘relaxing’
freaking out when dabi points it out, “i’m relaxed! i’m doing the, the relaxing thing! i’ve got this leg crossed over this one just like you- i! i don’t- what am i doing wrong?!”
he’s not following the protocol they set for ‘relaxing’
to cover the scars on his shoulders, frantically backing out of the room & down the hall.
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“you can relax, you know.” dabi telling him as he sits on the couch stiff as a board. keigo proceeds to copy dabi’s posture, crossing his legs & slumping back. his wings
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“you can relax, you know.” dabi telling him as he sits on the couch stiff as a board. keigo proceeds to copy dabi’s posture, crossing his legs & slumping back. his wings
October 20, 2024 at 8:51 PM
to cover the scars on his shoulders, frantically backing out of the room & down the hall.
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“you can relax, you know.” dabi telling him as he sits on the couch stiff as a board. keigo proceeds to copy dabi’s posture, crossing his legs & slumping back. his wings
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“you can relax, you know.” dabi telling him as he sits on the couch stiff as a board. keigo proceeds to copy dabi’s posture, crossing his legs & slumping back. his wings
wearing a halter top toga gifted him. liking it bc it makes his wings feel free & unconfined. walks into the kitchen & everyone looks at him horrified bc of the mass amounts of scars along his shoulders, back, & arms.
“oh. i’m so sorry, um. i forgot to cover up-” using his palms
“oh. i’m so sorry, um. i forgot to cover up-” using his palms
October 20, 2024 at 8:51 PM
wearing a halter top toga gifted him. liking it bc it makes his wings feel free & unconfined. walks into the kitchen & everyone looks at him horrified bc of the mass amounts of scars along his shoulders, back, & arms.
“oh. i’m so sorry, um. i forgot to cover up-” using his palms
“oh. i’m so sorry, um. i forgot to cover up-” using his palms
thinking of #dabihawks #toukei
au where pro hero hawks finally caves & let’s rumi book him a massage at a local parlor where masseur touya works & touya wasn’t shocked when he saw hawks on his schedule bc their parlor was pretty popular w heroes, but what surprised him was
au where pro hero hawks finally caves & let’s rumi book him a massage at a local parlor where masseur touya works & touya wasn’t shocked when he saw hawks on his schedule bc their parlor was pretty popular w heroes, but what surprised him was
October 18, 2024 at 11:53 PM
his job, but hawks felt warm & fuzzy on the inside & was definitely getting attached to this man.
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fin
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fin
October 18, 2024 at 11:52 PM
his job, but hawks felt warm & fuzzy on the inside & was definitely getting attached to this man.
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fin
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inconvenience for the man to avoid those place & he fully expected pain & denial but touya replied with a “let me know if it hurts,” & hawks vision darkened around the edges in pure shock bc no one had ever cared about that before. hawks knew deep down the man was just doing
October 18, 2024 at 11:52 PM
inconvenience for the man to avoid those place & he fully expected pain & denial but touya replied with a “let me know if it hurts,” & hawks vision darkened around the edges in pure shock bc no one had ever cared about that before. hawks knew deep down the man was just doing
massage for months, but after a rough fight, he tentatively called the parlor & booked with touya.
he forgot about the massive amounts of bruising until the man questioned him softly & he felt so 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑝𝑖𝑑 but he stuttered out an answer, hoping it wasn’t a huge
he forgot about the massive amounts of bruising until the man questioned him softly & he felt so 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑝𝑖𝑑 but he stuttered out an answer, hoping it wasn’t a huge
October 18, 2024 at 11:51 PM
massage for months, but after a rough fight, he tentatively called the parlor & booked with touya.
he forgot about the massive amounts of bruising until the man questioned him softly & he felt so 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑝𝑖𝑑 but he stuttered out an answer, hoping it wasn’t a huge
he forgot about the massive amounts of bruising until the man questioned him softly & he felt so 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑝𝑖𝑑 but he stuttered out an answer, hoping it wasn’t a huge
help but relax bc 𝑖𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑠𝑜 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 & he wanted to cringe away when the cooing started but touya didn’t say anything like his handler’s would have, so he let them continue & after it was over he was so mortified at how he behaved that he avoiding thinking of the
October 18, 2024 at 11:51 PM
help but relax bc 𝑖𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑠𝑜 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 & he wanted to cringe away when the cooing started but touya didn’t say anything like his handler’s would have, so he let them continue & after it was over he was so mortified at how he behaved that he avoiding thinking of the