That's what this post really comes down to. If you'd grown, changed, you wouldnt be here, checking. But you ARE here, reading this- not grown from the shitty, terrible, avoidant people we both were. I am changing, and I will not facilitate you or the lies and pain I've inflicted with you.
Leave.
Leave.
November 21, 2025 at 6:13 AM
That's what this post really comes down to. If you'd grown, changed, you wouldnt be here, checking. But you ARE here, reading this- not grown from the shitty, terrible, avoidant people we both were. I am changing, and I will not facilitate you or the lies and pain I've inflicted with you.
Leave.
Leave.
Honestly, nobody else probably checks here, but the fact that you might is enough. I don't want my silence to be complicit with the fucked up narrative you have or we created. I'm not neutral- I detest the person I was that let you have all that I did, and you for being like me and eating it up.
November 21, 2025 at 6:13 AM
Honestly, nobody else probably checks here, but the fact that you might is enough. I don't want my silence to be complicit with the fucked up narrative you have or we created. I'm not neutral- I detest the person I was that let you have all that I did, and you for being like me and eating it up.
at the end of the day I did learn for myself it's not that deep- I'm sure my friends would have listened to me and toned down the negativity if I asked them to, but I suppose I never thought myself the kind who COULD do that? A deeper issue to be certain but.
I like to think I'm learning better now
I like to think I'm learning better now
March 3, 2025 at 6:09 PM
at the end of the day I did learn for myself it's not that deep- I'm sure my friends would have listened to me and toned down the negativity if I asked them to, but I suppose I never thought myself the kind who COULD do that? A deeper issue to be certain but.
I like to think I'm learning better now
I like to think I'm learning better now
"nobody else would share, validate or humor that excitement- at most they'd politely nod and keep judgement to themselves," I'd tell myself.
I wonder why I depended so much on validation from my peers that I couldn't let myself openly hope some neat orange shoes would come in the store.
I wonder why I depended so much on validation from my peers that I couldn't let myself openly hope some neat orange shoes would come in the store.
March 3, 2025 at 6:09 PM
"nobody else would share, validate or humor that excitement- at most they'd politely nod and keep judgement to themselves," I'd tell myself.
I wonder why I depended so much on validation from my peers that I couldn't let myself openly hope some neat orange shoes would come in the store.
I wonder why I depended so much on validation from my peers that I couldn't let myself openly hope some neat orange shoes would come in the store.
One of the ways was fortnite kicks. I think absolutely everyone I know thinks they're a vapid money grab, and I mean, it's brand name virtual shoes. Of COURSE it's for money.
But I really like shoes? Fashion kicks are a little passion of mine, and I never spoke up about how excited I was cuz... yea
But I really like shoes? Fashion kicks are a little passion of mine, and I never spoke up about how excited I was cuz... yea
March 3, 2025 at 6:09 PM
One of the ways was fortnite kicks. I think absolutely everyone I know thinks they're a vapid money grab, and I mean, it's brand name virtual shoes. Of COURSE it's for money.
But I really like shoes? Fashion kicks are a little passion of mine, and I never spoke up about how excited I was cuz... yea
But I really like shoes? Fashion kicks are a little passion of mine, and I never spoke up about how excited I was cuz... yea
LIKE, I don't think I have darkness in my heart, but I also feel like so many of my stories are defined by being empty or an anomaly, and nobodies fit that really well...
the thought of being an incomplete copy of a REAL Joshie or there somewhere... not so different from Halo Joshie. KH is cool
the thought of being an incomplete copy of a REAL Joshie or there somewhere... not so different from Halo Joshie. KH is cool
February 23, 2025 at 4:56 PM
LIKE, I don't think I have darkness in my heart, but I also feel like so many of my stories are defined by being empty or an anomaly, and nobodies fit that really well...
the thought of being an incomplete copy of a REAL Joshie or there somewhere... not so different from Halo Joshie. KH is cool
the thought of being an incomplete copy of a REAL Joshie or there somewhere... not so different from Halo Joshie. KH is cool
never get tired of looking at this one ♡
a cartoon wolf wearing a tuxedo and gloves
ALT: a cartoon wolf wearing a tuxedo and gloves
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February 23, 2025 at 4:50 PM
never get tired of looking at this one ♡
she hit 'em wit that 😀
February 23, 2025 at 4:48 PM
she hit 'em wit that 😀
I love you so much- I remember describing how Zestie would look at Sunny, getting all choked up, realizing right away... thank you my love ♡
a girl with tears running down her face
ALT: a girl with tears running down her face
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February 15, 2025 at 5:13 AM
I love you so much- I remember describing how Zestie would look at Sunny, getting all choked up, realizing right away... thank you my love ♡
the stars in her eyes is such a cute touch ☆ seems like a really peaceful piece.
November 28, 2024 at 4:15 PM
the stars in her eyes is such a cute touch ☆ seems like a really peaceful piece.